I am living here in the different town. I took an apartment. I thought I would be able to live alone happily. The most happy thing for me is surfing internet and staying on teenhut but yet I am unhappy.

My parents have gone back to my hometown. I am feeling lonely and missing everyone. My cousins live around 5 kms away. My sister also lives same distance away. Yet I am lonely.

I feel like booking a plane ticket and run away leaving everything behind. Dont want to do anything....just run away. I am scared that my parents will kill me if i go back.

I am so confused. We paid all college fees, did so much and now I want to just run away.

I feel I will die living alone here!

I dont want to die! So I want to go back!

For some reasons I am crying. Can someone help me please? Should I keep crying or plan to go back??? HELP!

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I could move in with you. o.o

Or give you a kitty. ^_^

No! Not just a kitty! A box of kittens. Like in Scrubs.

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*hug*

talk to you parents and see if they would be ok with you going back.. they might surprise you! or find a roomie?

i suck at advice but i really hope things work out for you (:

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Running away never solves any thing hunny, you gotta suck it up and face your fears. Crying helps me get everything off my chest It's a good thing to do sometimes

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Run away means go back to my home town and then decide what should I do. I cant stay here and keep crying. I feel like going to the airport tomorrow morning and take a flight of day after and go back to my town. I cannot think of any other solution.

I cannot talk to my parents that I want to come back. They wont let me.

I dont know what should I do or whats going in my mind. I cannot ask my cousin sister. She is strict also...and will not let me go....I have to do something myself. So much stress and stuff in my mind. I ofcource want to live!

As far as I can see, staying here.....I will die!

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No, you won't. You're just a cute little social creature. Get a pet or roommate. :]

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Aw, Mayank.

I know how you feel. =/
I hate being all lonely.

I don't know what I would do.

I mean, if they don't want you to come back, and you don't want to stay alone. I don't know.
I'd be crying too.
I'd cry my eyes out.

I don't think running away will help anything.
Find a roommate?


-huggg-

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I'm Bethani. :] CLICK!

But if you leave, won't that mean you're leaving college?

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It means that. But I might go back...talk to parents..find a better solution? Or parents plan to shift here soon? Or I live with cousins ? or something...I want to know some stuff!

I am really really confused..... I will talk to myself..decide what I should do. Right now I feel little better, I am not crying but god knows what will happen tomorrow ? All of a sudden I land up at airport and buy the tickets!

I am such a weird dude!

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I think I should stay here for sometime more! I cannot judge everything from just one day!

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Correct. You'll adjust; you're just having a hard time with a big change in your life. ^_^

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Thanks

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mayank, youre awsome so i'll move in with you.
i want to go to india anyway.
do you like cats? i'll have to bring mine with me.

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Dude, all you need to do is give me your address. I'll pick you up and intro you to my friends.
Btw Rammiah College is pretty fun from what I've heard. My neighbour studies there.

get a prostitute on those lonely days to keep you company....make sure she takes it in the ass

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