I am so dreadfully unhappy right now.
This coming Tuesday I am leaving for the Adolescent center at the hospital and I have to stay there for a month.
I do not really know anything about the program, except that I will still doing school work in the in-hospital classroom and that I'll have to stay there from Sundays to Thursdays.
I do not know what it will be like or what will happen to me and I'm really scared.
For some reason I imagine it's going to be like prison, or otherwise a living hell.
Mom says it is because I am so unhappy and she can't help me but I still feel like I have brought this all upon myself. Which I know I have.
Somehow I am still going to miss going to school, despite how unhappy I am there..