So, yeah. You know I have decided that I don't care anymore. Such as I don't care about other people's feelings. I'm done trying to please everyone and I'm not doing it anymore. I only care about certain people, yes that's you. But I'm not saying anything to anyone anymore because it blows up in my face.

Oh a better note, yesterday was the day where I realised that I'm finally happy. You wouldn't believe how good it felt. I made a big choice into the future and I know some people will down grade me because it's a young age but whatever. Like I said, I'm done pleasing people.

I talked to Alex for six hours straight a few days ago, it was amazing. Then today we talked for a long time. I was so sleepy when we first started talking and then I drank ROCKSTAR and was fucking hyper as all get out.

So, come fuck me. Come talk. I won't be online for long.

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Being hyper is sure fun. That's good that you keep your friends close and the people you should care about should be you, your family, and the people that you love and admire.

Pleasing people gets tiring, I admit.

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"The funny thing is, nobody ever really knows how much anybody else is hurting. We could be standing next to someone who is completely broken, and we wouldn't even know."

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