i'm so scared of going back to work tomorrow.

The Boob Lady · 11-17-2009, 04:56 AM

i know it's all i talk about now, but i'm shitting myself.

i just know my manager won't be in as early as me, so i'll have no idea where i'm supposed to be or what i'm supposed to be doing, and i'll have to explain to whoever's sat there and i really cannot be arsed.

and i know i'm gonna just crack up after my first call and then i'll just wanna go home and cry and FUCK i won't have the balls to tell whoever's there that i can't stay.

hugslut · 11-17-2009, 04:59 AM

did u just start?

The Boob Lady · 11-17-2009, 05:00 AM

nah
i started in august but i've had 2 weeks off
i was on my first retraining day to upskill me the day i was pulled out for a family situation so i will have missed that ;/
and now i don't know what they're going to do as regards training me or putting me on phones
fuck

hugslut · 11-17-2009, 05:04 AM

maybe you should ask for training!

The Boob Lady · 11-17-2009, 05:05 AM

lol i can't

i don't think i'm in a position to learn anything new at the moment ;/
i won't be focused

and both groups have already trained i believe ;x

hugslut · 11-17-2009, 05:07 AM

i'm sure it won't be too bad. If you get stuck just ask for help.

PocketFluff · 11-17-2009, 05:07 AM

Why didn't you go in today?

The Boob Lady · 11-17-2009, 05:10 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by hugslut

i'm sure it won't be too bad. If you get stuck just ask for help.

i don't think i'll be stuck as such
just not able to deal with the attitude that sometimes comes from the job

Quote:

Originally Posted by PocketFluff

Why didn't you go in today?

i got scared and chickened out ;/
i also didn't wake up early enough, but i wasn't really putting that much effort into waking up

PocketFluff · 11-17-2009, 05:23 AM

Why were you scared?
What is it you are meant to be doing?

The Boob Lady · 11-17-2009, 05:24 AM

i'm scared for reasons i posted in this thread

a- i'm not sure what i'll be doing since i was supposed to be training
b- have no clue where they're going to put me to sit
c- my manager won't be in and i'll have to explain to someone else
d- i'm not going to be able to handle any calls and will probably end up crying