It`s long. If you read it, I shall love you.

I have history withthis guy. The gist of it is, we were somewhat together but he couldn`t commit. I told him I was done. He explained why he didn`t want a girlfriend at the time, and like an idiot I understood. This all went on for about five or six months. Then I heard some rumours and we had a huge fight and stopped talking. A couple weeks later I found out he was seeing this other girl most of the time we were `together`. He was telling her he loves her, etc. She almost beat the shit out of me until finally she beleived my story. He told her I lied etc.

Then we saw each other at a party and we got back on speaking terms. Around christmas he told me she was the one who had lied, and had only done that becuase she knew we had feelings for one an other, and was jealous. (I still don`t beleive this, but he calims it`s true) Anyway He said he still had feelings for me, but because I lied far (30 mins) that we couldn`t be together. But he wanted to. Anyway I went to see him, things happend. Then we lost contact again.

He caught wind I had a boyfriend, and started talking to me again. About a month into my new reltionship, he got a girlfriend. I really was happy for him. He told me he really loved her, was very happy etc. About a month after that, my reltionship ended. The first time we talked after that he asked me about the break up. Then he started hitting on me all over again. This was about three months ago. We`ve met up once and did things we shouldn`t have. We`re still on speaking terms. He`ll say hi randomly on IM. About once a week.


Now, after I had seen him the last time, he said he had feelings for me. But pulled out the same that I live too far away. I think it`s crap. But I can`t shake my feelings for him. He`s treated me like crap. But in the end we just have this... connection. Any insite would be great. I don`t have a concrete question. I just need to make sence of him.

crud man, my friend has exactly the same problem, well not "exactly" the same. but you know
she cant get over a stooge who doesnt deserve her
i think he pretty much cant make up his mind, he only wants you when there isnt something "better" going. i know you probably dont want to forget him but it seems you will never have a stable relationship. PS the other girl who he went out with, the first one sounds like a prize bitch

So pretty much you are both pieces of shit connected together and still abusing. Don't talk to him again, simple and complicated as that.

That story was not long NOR did it have ass...

But seriousley give him up, he's messing wid u foo'

She was at first. Then we had this weird friendship where we would sit there and bitch about him for hours. She's a sweet girl she was just hurt. Thanks though. You're right. I was thinking about it last night and frankly, I deserve to be more then his second choice over and over again.