This is now the second time I have loved a girl, 1st one was long distance, this one goes to my school.

Now when I love, I mean I more than LOVE. Now problem here.. I have told this girl I love her, and she says we are just BFF's. Now before you say anything like "If she doesn't love you she doesn't love you," I already know this and try to think that way but it doesn't work with love. NOW if she talks to other guys or sometimes even other girls, or like if a guy is higher than me on her top friends I get like extremly mood swingy. I go from like mad to sad to pissed with heart racing to suicidial thoughts. I have actually been suicidial for 4 days now.

I am take the highest concentration of Prozak ATM and suicidal thoughts still coming it. I go see my therapist tommorow but I dunno, I think I might be bipolar.

Erm any suggestion on winning this girls love?

Yep, definetly sounds like love, and i can relate to nearly everything you've said, (especially the jealously) minus the suicidal thoughts.

Once you get put into the "friends category" by a girl its very hard to get out of it. All i can advise is making your feelings well known to her, and try to spend as much time with her as possible. Over time, things may develop, and she may end up feeling the same, close friendships can often turn into relationships, but you have to be there for her as a friend first, and patience on your behalf is a must.

You need to try and control your jealously and suicidal thoughts though, this is obviously easier said than done. Displays of moodiness and jealously will only push her away, and you could end up losing her as a friend.

Good luck man, and don't do anything stupid regarding your life, you only live once!

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Wow thanks a ton Jay =/ I'll try that.

Really? Sounds like more of an obsession to me. Love is a good thing, and generally not stressful. I went through something like this... only to a worse degree. I couldnt be around this girl cause I was too nervous around her since I liked her so much and didnt feel like she liked me. I developed some severe anxiety around or not around her like constantly hot around her and just freeze up and get shy (I doubt this is your prob im just saying) and im just gonna tell you now thats something I never want to go through again... Its not worth sweating over TRUST me.