This is guna be kinda long...I'm basically just going to dump every single little problem. Cuz I get OCD like that.

This is the 'new girl'...If anyone remembers some of my other threads.

First/most important...

Her birthday is on Easter. I'm going to her party on Thursday, leaving right after school. So basically I need some gift ideas by Wednesday night. Its only been about 2 weeks together...and I don't really know what would be good to get. I'm also deciding if its a good idea at all... I don't want to go all sweet and get super romantic cards and things. My mom thinks I should get her a stuffed animal...ya, shes involved. Its usually a mistake. Hmm..shes into anime kind of stuff, and she loves to draw. You could say shes a little goth/emo. So ideas r great...
I was thinking of just a couple gag type of gifts.whipped cream, skittles, like an angel type of costume/halo... and a rubber band. Some inside joke type of things...I'll let you use ur imagination.


Ok. Next problem. This one isn't that important, its mostly just me venting i guess.

Since we were going out things go up and down. Half the time I think I can't do this and i should just break up with her before we get serious and stuff...and other times I can't wait to see her again and everythings pretty kool. It changes in an instant...I feel bipolar. Its weird. Usually if I do something stupid or its just awkward or something I feel like I don't wanna do this anymore. And then when were talking and everything's kool I'm better. Its slowly getting less awkward. Feels kind of weird to call her my girlfriend...especially when people ask "Hey are you guys going out?" or "hey hows your girlfriend doing". Idk, I guess its normal but it still bugs me.

I also feel like I'm making too much of a big deal over things. A lot of times I think I'm just freaking her out and getting too much into it. But sometimes it sounds like she wants that. She confuses me .

Alright..I think Im done. The gift question is the most important, especially the 'is it needed' part. Thanks for reading.

I know how you feel. I can get pretty paranoid sometimes and man it doesn't help at all. Just try and relax. For your second problem I think it's just you adapting to a new relationship. I guess you could say it's sort of like when people are getting married... one of them gets 'cold feet' sometimes but like you said things are getting better so it looks like you don't have anything to worry about. As for a gift I'd go for a stuffed animal haha. Haven't you heard the saying mothers are always right?