I feel so happy now when Im with him.
I feel as though, Im complete now.
Im the only girl that actually matters.
Hes more caring then he was more into me also like he was when we first got together. He dosen't care about school, [thats one reason why he dropped out the other because he was sick and skipping and stuff and missed too many days] but he wants to come back so he can be with me because this guy at school likes me, when my bf was going with this other girl he told me I could do the same thing, okay lets call my bf F and this guy R. So R likes me and i used him because he was there for helping so I told him all about what hes doing to me and how of a jerk hes being but I can't let him go, so he helped me and one day kissed me, so after that we kept seeing each other before our 5th period class during lunch upstair talking and hugging and kissing. It didn't feel right really, when I kissed him and we tried to french kiss, it was like ew. The only person i can do that with is F, because hes my first french kiss. I also have this guy that was my first love ever I thought about him the time I would have did anything to have him back. So I kinda kissed and flirted with him. It didn't feel right with him holding me and not my bf F.
Now hes stopped his games when I decieded to break up with him it was a wake up call.
Im going to stop mine.
We were hanging out last night when I came home from alanta, we were kissing not cause were in pain just because we actually feel love again.We were making up new ways to kiss and we were holding each other making each feel good whispering I love you in each's ear kissing each on the neck were just playing around until R called, F found out I told him everything and he went home in a huff. He was mad at me the whole time until I got angry when he told me to "Shut the F* up." It had just got serious so I told him okay w/e and I was like well i really don't wanna go to bed mad and he was talking saying he was sorry he just felt intimidated by the guy because hes always around me at school and we talk to each. They don't like each other because R likes me and dosen't want F to have me. But the thing is, R has a girlfriend he told me he likes me more then he likes her because he sees me more then her.
When he was holding me I told him I wish we could stay like this forever.
He said yes I love you, I wish we could spend more time like this.
I said yes I love you too. I told him I wish we were married and could run away together with worrying about "those" people as i pointed to my house [referring to my mom and grandma because my mom dosen't know about freeman but she likes him and my grandma knows and don't talk to him at all]
Could this be true were falling back inlove with each other?

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