yo guys its jonathan.

Lately ive been having really bad skin problems, mainly from taking creatine and protein powder. i guess it increased my testosterone, and in the process ruined my lyfe by destroying my perfect skin. A few days after taking cell tech hardcore I woke up and felt pain when i rolled over and my cheek hit the pillow... I gritted my teeth and put my finger over it, from that moment on i knew I would be depressed for atleast a month. I jumped out of bed, swung on my beds backboard as hard as i could which left huge cracks in it, then sprinted to the bathroom praying it was just a bug bite...

My prayers were left unanswered. What i saw was not only the large cystic pimple on my cheek, but my other cheek was COVERED in whiteheads. I started YELLING at the top of my lungs about how i hate god, asking him how he could ruin my last week of school like this. I HAD to get the pus out of that cyst... it was essential to getting a GF before school ended. I grabbed a large fold and started pushing as hard as i physically could using my palms. That didnt work so i used 2 fingers and pressed so hard i was holding my breath and both of my arms were shaking from the pressure. Eventually i got the pus, but my entire cheek was swollen and i couldnt smile afterwards.

This morning i woke up and my entire cheek was purple. I could see red veins deep under the skin that were obviously busted from the 30 minute squeeze session. I tried to yell "****" but it sounded distorted... the purple side of my face was completely still, as if it was paralyzed. I got on the computer immediately only to discover i have destroyed a nerve, rendering that side of my face completely useless. I was so angry that i ran out to my garage in search of a baseball bat, it took 30 minutes but i finally found it hidden behind a table. I ran full speed to my bathroom, gave my cheek one last look then swung for the fences. As soon as my bat made contact with the mirror, i felt sharp prickly pain.. the glass exploded and the shards were becoming stuck in my face. I quickly wrapped my head in a towel and went back to my bed crying. 2 hours later i decided to turn on my pc and tell the world my troubles. Acne sufferers... dont follow my path, its not worth it. neweight. any1 know how i can look normal by monday?

Pic Please? =D

Why the fuck would you ask for a picture? Jesus.

Personally I think you over reacted. It's acne; in the long run it isn't about appearance, it's about your feelings and what's inside. Judging from what you said, I say until you buck up, stop worrying about your appearance, and stop being selfish, you have zero chance of getting a decent girl.

taking a pic would put me over the edge, lol. I still have the towel on my head too.

I can't believe there's starving children all over the world and you're acting as if you're going to die over a few spots.

If this is real... erm... maybe you should go to the hospital if your face is paralysed and has shards of glass in it...



But that's not nice... really.

Hes obviously lying. Your such a drama queen.

Helllllooooo =]

lol you and starting convos in odd threads :P

yuh :]

Lol. That story made me laugh.