Yeah this might need reading over a few times cause it wont make much sense i dont think ..

Well it began 2 years ago when i met this AMAZING girl at first we didnt really talk much but we knew of each other and stuff and that was allright but when i did get to know her it turned out we had everything in common and i really fell for her for the whole year we ended up becoming really close and allways wanting to talk to eachother and be arround eachother but sadly we were only together for 1 hour a day in one single lesson so my days were good if i had seen her or not .. The next year (Year 11) We drifted apart slightly but i still couldnt stop thinking about her non stop, She was the last person i thought about before i went to sleep and the first person i thought about when i woke up. Till Christmas time we were still really close but some ass spread a rumor about me & her that wasnt true and it totaly ruined our relationship and her Birthday sadly i apologised for her birthday being ruined slightly even though i hadnt done anything and told her i would never say anything like that about someone i cared about so much and she forgave me. But since Christmas till now we've been really distant we hardly see each other now and she hardly comes on msn or myspace so i cant speak to her online. But recently she made the effort to come say Hi to me but we were both really shy and it was so awquad. As we were leaving school in the last few weeks i left her a really long message on myspace for when she does come on telling her how much ive allways cared about her and how ive allways thought she was so special.
If i get the grades i will be going to the same College as her and hopefully i can rebuild such a perfect relationship we have and obviously pluck up the courage to ask her out but im pretty sure ive left it 2 years to late now . .
I know that was long and confusing but can somebody shed some light upon this and give me some advice or anything!

Thanks a lot :]

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go get her, if you know where she lives drive to her house or call her and tell her how you feel. dont wait until college!

Sam.

It sounds like you REALLY want this girl right So muster up all your courage and talk to her. I know hello is sometimes the hardest word to say, but hey, that's okay. Two syllables my friend. You can do it Maybe next time you two talk have stuff stored in the back of your head to say. Usually fixes the awkward silence.

The essential thing. She must know how you feel immediately. No more waiting!! You've stalled enough time! Go and get her! Run sonny! Find her! Seek her out! Call her! Find her friends and get her number or something! DO IT

xx

I agree with then two

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I really hope that you guys get together, or at least become better friends again.
(:

Good luck.

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yep everyone above^
especially dont wait until college
becoz there will never be the right moment
so yep go for it x
good luck xx

This is obviously a huge gray area here.

It's a bit impossible to tell assuming we don't know what that rumor was.

If it were false, and you told her that, why should it affect your relationship in any way?

If your relationship split simply becase of this confirmed-to-be-false rumor, well, a logical person wouldn't act affected by it..

It could be she simply does believe the rumor, and somehow chooses to not fully accept your apology (or act on it).

Neal C.

An update.
We've spoken for the first time in quite a while & its the first step
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Hey, I just want to say that it's never too late to start a friendship. And friendships are the building blocks to relationships. I so glad to hear you guys talked for the first time in a while. You're totally right. That's the first step. If she seemed friendly enough, you've got a green light to go on with things.

I had a pretty close guy friend whom I fell in love with. We grew apart for about a year, simply cause I couldn't take the torture of being around him without him realizing I loved him. I know how you feel, and I can tell you, that, being a girl (albeit a very quiet one) I wish I had had the courage to tell him how I felt, and I wish even more that he could have told me how he felt. I am pretty sure that he liked me a lot, and I liked him a lot, but we were both stupid and nothing ever happened.

BUT there is good news to this. This guy and I are ridiculously close now. We went through a huge rough patch, but we made it through and we're better than ever. If you are serious about this friendship/relationship thing, you can make it work!

:] reading that helps alot & im pleased for you both.

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