Ayo what's going on ppl?
basically ima call this girl "X" and Ima try keep it as short as possible, she goes to my school and the best way I could describe her is she's pretty, shy, one or two friends, keeps to herself, intelligent. aiight so this is the story

- I started liking her at the begining of school, and I had one class with her, we talked a few times after introducing myself, then I went on vacation and got her this lil souvenir (it was pretty whack its like a fridge magnet lol) anyway, it dropped outta my pocket when i was with some of my homies and i never gave it to her cos I was embarrassed

- After then, all the way to christmas I didnt talk 2 her and ppl at school all knew about this and rumours went around and all this shit, one time this dude startin shouting her name n she obv being shy was embarrased infronta ppl and got mad, another time some dude made a 20 dollar bet on the whole situation and she found out, I just fell back.

- I felt bad so i wrote her a lil letter apologizing and tryna explain what happend i gave it to her frined 2 give 2 her, I still don't know whether she opened it or not, anyway from then till about april we didn't speak, we'd jus pass each other, one time she smiled at me n let's jus say it was awkward

- Then my friend asked her if I could have her number in April and suprisingly X gave it to me so I called her and she brought up the whole issue and we talked it out, I tolld her bout the lil souvenir and what it was and that i couldn't find it or w/e

- Ever since then we been texting each other mainly me starting it but she responds and asks shit too and she came up 2 me and talked 2 me at school for a quick minute, anyway school finishes on thursday, theres sumin going on where every1 is going on so I texted her last night and after jus talkin bout what we did last night I said for her 2 get at me on thursday cos I had summin to give her, she jus replied saying ight kool take care.. so im thinking ima give her that lil spouvenier i mean she already kno bout it and it's for her

buttttt my shit is that i never rlly think ima ever fall in love with a girl cos it's weak but i do like this chick and i wanna get to know her and b somebody she can depend on but it's hard to talk 2 her specially in person so i jus wanna kno how i can do that with a girl like this and the history that caused shit to be awkward and what i shud or shud not do u kno anything that could help..school breaks on thursday and throughout the summer iuno what she up2 but im gone all of august, lemme kno whats good...i kno this is a long read but i appreciate it

That's sweet.

Your should definatley give her the present - I think she'll like it.

And you should maybe talk to her, tell her you have feelings for her and you maybe wanna' give something a go.

xx

Talk in understandable English next time please?

You may be some wigga in real life, no need to type like one though.

wigga?, dawg im black and hispanic

I don't think he meant to insult you.

I think he just meant please type so people can understand that's all.

xx

and doughnut I appreciate what you saying and yeah ill give the souvenir to her n whatnot but Iuno bout the feelings stuff lol, Im 99 percent sure she already knows i like her

But maybe if you tell her things will move faster no?

xx

yea dough i feel ya, well when I read what I wrote i think it's pretty understandable I mean you got it..Im tryna think what part of it wasn't, anyway if I tell her then I think most likely she'll just not know what to say because she doesnt want the awkwardness but she won't feel the same way u kno oh and also a whilllle ago around after christmas this girl (not her friend jus some1 in our math class) asked her if she liked me and she was like not in that way but it was kina weird i mean she asked her infronta every1 and i was there but on the other side of the bus stop and i mean why would she tell the person who asked the question, but thats me trying to be hopefull lol.