well 2 and a half months later and things are better than ever... so ok.. we didnt go to prom together... but;
things are amazing now
on a friday we have orchestra after school... but we have an hour and a half between school and orchestra... so we've now gotten into the habit of me and him going to his house
.... the number of hints i've dropped lately is unbelievable... im trying to make a real go of this... i practically told him i liked him... but an interruption from someone else when i was just about to say it means i still havent said it straight... but there have been so many hints... yet he's still oblivious....
last friday we were talking about random stuff on the way to his house... and we started talking about my best friend... and how he's never met my parents... and i said "I want him too... it's just my parents think i have a thing for him..."... and then J asked (completely serious)... "well do you?".... i was like noooo... and gave him a bit of a 'for someone so clever you can be so stupid' look...well i was thinking... no you idiot... it's you i like... i nearly said it... but it mightve led to a very awkward atmosphere... and seeing as we were going to his house... just the two of us... for an hour or so... i didnt want to do that... so it still goes on... boys can be so blind sometimes... (no offence intended)....
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