he does bother me a lot since we broke up. he admitted to things that i had no idea about (i will not touch upon them because they are somewhat personal.)

i do not have many friends, the only friends i really have are the two girls. and also my neighbor who lives in the apartment next to me. he comes at night because he is worried about me. he saw my post on here. lollz. so he stays the night. i have a huge bed soo i dont mind. he keeps me company. and my ex called last night, and daylin answered and told kyle(my ex) to eff off and leave me alone. and that he (daylin) is there for me because he(kyle) is not. i was asleep when his happened... lollz

i think the girls and i are going to the park on tuesday again. idk. i think i have a dr's appointment...

Honestly...I don't believe in having many friends. Having only one true friend is a lot to be thankful for.

So keep talking to those girls and hopefully they'll turn out to be good friends. If not, there's a whole world of people out there- literally. To me friends are so so important. I love my friends to death, it's great to have someone to talk to, to lean on and to just have fun and share laughter with. You could also join some stuff in your community (I'm not sure what sort of stuff they'd have where you live), but obviously it'd be things you could do while pregnant. You're sure to meet new people that way.

I think it's nice that Daylin is concerned for you, and is being supportive. It's always good to have someone looking out for you...

I wouldn't recommend missing the DR appointment..maybe talk to them and schedule it in a way so that the time you go to the park doesn't clash with the appointment?

yeah i know... i would never miss a dr's apt.

daylin is here. he says HI. lollz.

the girls obviously understand what i am going through, with the apt's... haha. sooo its not a problem working around them.

and i have only been in this apartment about 2 months... havent been out too much. been resting. i have been sick lately.... kept getting sick... i think i am getting sick again. been getting sick to my belly...

Find some other pregnant people and befriend them and talk through things with them

i did there are these two girls i met at babies 'r us. haha. they are older than me. but still. they know what i am feeling.