Cutting. I can't keep myself from thinking about it. Emotions race through me. I feel so alone. Who can I talk to? Who actually cares? Nobody. I want to feel pain. It feels so much better than loneliness. It's so much better than feeling nothing at all. I can deal with physical pain. My body will heal me. But emotional pain is different. There is no cure. So I keep trying. Everyday is the same. I look at my phone- no texts. Nobody is concerned. Perfect. I know how to make myself feel better. My body can heal me. So why not? Why shouldn't I cut? It makes me feel better so what is the issue? I don't want help. I just want understanding.

I just want someone to talk to.

If it made you feel better you would feel better, you don't feel better, you feel the same or worse because cutting doesn't do anything besides making it worse.

You can PM me if you wish, I've been depressed for most of my teen years and dealt with it pretty well, maybe I could give you some support.

hey, :/ i know how u feel, ive been in and out of depression, nearly commited suicide a coupe of times, and my sis cut herself allot, talk to me if u want, PM me and ill give u my email
Martin

thank you for the responses. i will take you up on yoour offers.

Your not alone ofcourse, there are a lot of people who can relate to this.
Selfharming doesnt solve anything even if it sometimes seems so trust me.
Im always here to talk to aswell, pm me when you need to.

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I used to cut a lot more. I still do sometimes... You can PM me if you need to.