Cutting. I can't keep myself from thinking about it. Emotions race through me. I feel so alone. Who can I talk to? Who actually cares? Nobody. I want to feel pain. It feels so much better than loneliness. It's so much better than feeling nothing at all. I can deal with physical pain. My body will heal me. But emotional pain is different. There is no cure. So I keep trying. Everyday is the same. I look at my phone- no texts. Nobody is concerned. Perfect. I know how to make myself feel better. My body can heal me. So why not? Why shouldn't I cut? It makes me feel better so what is the issue? I don't want help. I just want understanding.
Your not alone ofcourse, there are a lot of people who can relate to this.
Selfharming doesnt solve anything even if it sometimes seems so trust me.
Im always here to talk to aswell, pm me when you need to.
It's the missing that will kill you,
knowing you've missed your shot.