Hi guys, im Nate.
I have felt really depressed for almost 4 years, but couldnt tell anyone or look for help because i dont have anybody i can trust in the least bit. The people i call my friends punch, slap and pinch me for absolutely no reason, but ive learned to cover emotional pain so well that i can hide physical pain, and they dont think i feel it, but i do, . Im not sure if their picking on me because we're 'bros' or if theyre bullying me, either way i dont know how much more i can take because every ounce of strength in me goes to preventing my suicide, which i have seriously considered several times.
I dont know where else to turn, and just feel so hopeless and alone, i need friends who wont hurt me, if youre interested, message me i guess, and thank you.
Im 13, almost 14 by the way, and have felt like this since i was 9.
Thanks again, and good bye.

Tell them to stop?

If you're going to kill yourself, you might as well try talking to someone you don't completely trust, first. Suicide's kind of a last resort, I think you'll agree.

You should stand up for yourself, tell them what you think of it. And if they dont do anything about it then, then they arent friends and I would suggest you try to make some other friends instead.

As for that your depressed for so long, you should talk to someone.. anyone who you trust to tell. Could be your parents or other family members, teachers or anyone else you can think of you will be comfortable enough to talk to.

I'm sure they will want to help you through this and help you with anything whats on your mind.

I'm always here to talk/listen too if you wish then you can just pm me.

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Thanks guiz

Well today was the last day of school before the Christmas holidays so I won't see them until 2 weeks from now, but i tried telling them to stop and they just kept at it, however I have one really awesome friend who whenever someone is hurting me he will come over and stop the person, so I guess not everyone hates me when people hit me I don't hit back though, because they will drag me down to their level, and then beat me with experience xD but thanks for the advice guys it means alot

you can PM me as well if you want. I have a lot of experience with this as a kid; receiving and kidding.
guys your age are very immature and may not exactly be doing this in a totally malicious way but it probably comes off like that. in the group it may be that your the established "fall guy" and always get ratted on.
or they may just be total jackasses and not true friends at all. i would need take more information to tell.
when guys get older, like by my age(18) it is done to a lesser extent (not hitting, a couple sly remarks here and there) or not at all

Well then atleast you know who your real friends are could always try to make some new friends too.

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