Pathetic and selfish reason to want to commit suicide. You're too immature to even talk too and encourage not to commit suicide. You seriously have not thought this through. I was going to say 'why choose a permanent decision over a temporary problem
' but it's not even a problem. You've turned it into one. He's not going to be the only guy you'll ever love so don't be a fucking idiot over this. Move the fuck on and stop feeling sorry for yourself.
Committing suicide is such a selfish act. Imagine writing that reason in your suicide for your devastated mother to read. Even she'd think what a fucking idiot.
No friends? I have no friends. It's not the end of the world and you'll be surprised at how stress free your life is without any.