Thinking About Suicide

TechnoPanda · 11-25-2007, 04:37 AM

so heres my problem:

for about 3 years ive felt depressed and suicidal for no reason, i used to get bullied all the time and im very self concious about my weight, but have never been able to starve myself or anything. i cut myself and show people (yes, that's attention seeking) and i have never had the guts to kill myself, but lately i've been thinking about killing people, people who have done nothing to me to make me think like that. i saw a school cousellor but i cant talk since i have no real problem. why do i feel like this and how can i stop it before i kill myself or someone else?

Nicole91 · 11-25-2007, 04:43 AM

you said you feel it for no reason then you say you've been bullied? when couldn't there be a link there? you need to think where your anger is coming from why do you want to kill people which people? start from the root of it all, why do you cut for attention? do you want everyone else to see your pain and feel it to whcih is why you get thoughts about hurting other people? you need to think for yourslef no one can really help you until you know yourself why you are doing this whats your thoughts benhind it

Kat · 11-25-2007, 05:04 AM

It must be hard for you. Its good you realize it.
Yes,you need a lot of help and support there, its a tough thing, if its becoming serious like that then it does definitely need help!

xxXRawrHelloKittyxxX · 11-25-2007, 07:11 AM

You make other cutters look bad.

T.N.T · 11-26-2007, 05:08 PM

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Originally Posted by xNoisexInxThexBasementx

You make other cutters look bad.

wat do you mean, how can she be doin that,she's speakin her mind!?

Iaretehfush · 11-26-2007, 05:31 PM

lol @ ur avatr!!1!1

xxXRawrHelloKittyxxX · 11-27-2007, 01:22 AM

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Originally Posted by T.N.T

wat do you mean, how can she be doin that,she's speakin her mind!?

Because she shows off her cuts. That's making every cutter look bad, including me. Because now, everyone will claim we all are attention seeking.

killy750 · 11-27-2007, 01:23 AM

dont, just dont, trust me, dont do it

TechnoPanda · 11-27-2007, 02:14 AM

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Originally Posted by xNoisexInxThexBasementx

Because she shows off her cuts. That's making every cutter look bad, including me. Because now, everyone will claim we all are attention seeking.

ahem, people already assume that all cutters are attention seeking, where have you been all your life?

killy750 · 11-27-2007, 02:16 AM

haha we aint attention seeker, cutterss have been depressed and sufferred a lot in life, they cat because they have somethig to forget, or just that cutting themselves makes them feel alive

TechnoPanda · 11-27-2007, 02:24 AM

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Originally Posted by TechnoPanda

ahem,people already assume that all cutters are attention seeking, where have you been all your life?

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killy750 · 11-27-2007, 02:25 AM

well seems like u aint gonna change about tha, but well think whatever u want

open.your.eyes · 11-27-2007, 08:22 AM

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Originally Posted by xNoisexInxThexBasementx

You make other cutters look bad.

I'm sorry, it's so hard to refrain from making a joke there.

My advice to the OP, you need to talk to someone; start with your family or friends, and eventually a professional. If you are thinking about harming either yourself or others, you need to sort out your problems, find the cause, and than find a way to stop it.