I Had A think Today About What Could Be Making Me Feel The Way I Do...
Ive Recently Lost Contact With My Dad, I Don't Blame My Dad For My Depression Though, We Have Never Really Been Close, But It Was Unexpected When He Just Gave Up Phoning Or Coming To Visit.
My Family Life Is Seriously Screwed Up, My Mum Drinks Quite Alot, Although I Wouldn't Quite Say She's An Alcoholic, But When She Drinks It Gets Me Down,
My Sister Is Like My Worst Enemy At The Moment, We Fight About Everything And I Don't Feel I Can Trust Her With Anything.
School Is Beginning To Stress Me Out, I HAVE To Get 2 B's This Year Or I Won't Get Into University, And I Don't Feel Like I'll Achieve What I Want.
Then There's My Boyfriend, He Doesn't Understand Anything, If Im Upset He Just Thinks It Will Pass, When I Try To Talk To Him About Depression He Quickly Changes The Subject. He's Probably Just Afraid To Talk About It Because He Has Seen First Hand What I Do To Myself When Im Upset.
But When Iam Upset, Like Proper Down, Im Never Thinking Its Because Of Any Of These Things...I Just Feel Upset
