umm damn... I have everything but
crying alot
and lethargic(dunno what that is...)

I've been feeling low for like 2or 5 years.
umm I do burn my self idk why.
every night I dream of seppoku, some one dying, or me killing people. And to take blood baths like Elizabeth bathory. I doubt I've had "normal" dream for years.
I'm a very personal dude...behind this. Face lies many secrets. I'm don't really tell my best friends much about my personal life. Therefore, even less anyone related to me.
Umm I don't like to talk about any of my probs so I really don't know how to treat them.. I guess thats y I love world of Warcraft. Because of the fantasy distracts you on what's really going. On but even that... I have get back to reality one time or another. I broke my laptop a few months ago from frustration. I live in Sacramento and San jose. I go back and forth. Ever scince my comp broke I've gotten paranoid, self concious, gay( jk hell no) but not happy. My dad is an asshole. Gahh my mom isnt trust worthy, I'm close to my older sis but even her I tell her nothing. And I'm stuck using my itouch till I get the money to fix my comp

You can leave it for about 2 hours

If you left it for more than 2 hours, then your limb may be amputated
but I think that is better than death

yea gta & cod helpp me take my mind of the bullshit going on in my life

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if ur depressed self harming and suicidal y do ppl think ur a phsyco?

Gun to the head is probably the easiest most successful and quickest but if I could get a gun I'd be fucking blessed lol

cos they obviously don't know what it's like from your point of view

You know, when I read the thread title, i thought it would be a guide elaborating on a step by step way of killing yourself.

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Yeah...I mean I can do a guide for suicide in 5 words..

The idea of the guide title is to lure those who want to do it, it's basically a trick.

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SCREAM!

AIM!

FIRE!

Aw, nothing on how to do it? That's lame, and decieving.

Your giving up on life to early, get a counseller. Or atleast talk to sum1 and stop worrying. btw r u a nerd [no affence]. all my nerd friends play world of warcraft, i just don't get why ?:s

lmaooo i agree

1. Find a bum
2. dress him up so he looks good
3. make him get a gun license
4. Bring him down to walmart to buy the gun
5. Buy it
6. shoot your self

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hahaha it might be easier to just get a gun yourself.
who knows what bums have these days

im getting big urges to kill myself and its due to the fact that i cant talk to girls to make relationships but i wanna get a bj real bad.. and im 18 years old and never even talked to a girl in my life and im really pissed off girls never look at me, one time i risked it in my life to talk to a girl and she said "what the fuck are you looking at" which almost made me jump off the roof.. anyway these doctors and helplines wont help me because i know my problem all i need is a bj GOD