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12-04-2007, 05:29 AM
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I want to, but I won't...
So lately I've been having the urge to cut again.
I've slowly but surely been sinking back into depression.
& no matter how hard I try to get over it, it always come back in my face somehow.
I'm tired of fucking fighting with everyone.
& I'm tired of always being bitched at about school even when I'm making A's.
I want to just fucking go to sleep & be left alone & not have to wake up.
There's really no question, or point to this thread but for me to vent.
Talk to me, take my mind off of things.
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So please, be careful with me;
I'm sensitive & I'd like to stay that way.
Last edited by corpsegrinder.; 12-04-2007 at 05:36 AM.
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12-04-2007, 06:54 AM
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Re: I want to, but I won't...
Why are you depressed? i know its not taking your mind of it, but i just wanna no :P
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Errr....
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12-04-2007, 07:02 AM
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Re: I want to, but I won't...
It just seems that after my brother, Andrew, died everything started to go downhill. I can't even stand being awake knowing he's not going to come see me today. At least when I go to sleep, I have him there & he can't leave me. He was my world, he was my father figure when I was little bitty. & he's always watched out for me no matter what I did wrong. & it just seems now that he's gone everyone is filled with so much angst & bitterness that we can't even stand to be around each other anymore. My whole family is falling apart now. I feel like I have no one left but my nephews & niece he left behind, along with his wife. I try so hard to make sure that everyday they're doing okay, but it's so hard to try to keep up with them when I can't even keep up with myself. It seems when everything was going great, everything goes wrong. I just don't understand why it fucking had to be him. Whatever kind of "higher power" there is up there is fucking twisted & sick. Ahh. I need to quit now...
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So please, be careful with me;
I'm sensitive & I'd like to stay that way.
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12-04-2007, 07:11 AM
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Re: I want to, but I won't...
Life is hard, life is tough, everybody goes through this shit, trust me, I would know.
This emo cutting bullshit that seems to be all the rage among the children these days is so fucking stupid, life isn't so horrible that you have to resort to 'taking the edge off' by cutting yourself with a razor. It's really not worth it.
And yes, I did use a shitty word pun there, deal with it.
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12-04-2007, 07:13 AM
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Re: I want to, but I won't...
I won't cut anymore, I refuse to.
Exactly why I posted this thread here.
I realized how fucking dumb it made me feel a long time ago.
Not only that, I realized how bad it hurt everyone around me, including myself.
& I won't chance hurting eveyone around me more than they already are.
Which, once again, is why I am venting.
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So please, be careful with me;
I'm sensitive & I'd like to stay that way.
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12-04-2007, 07:15 AM
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Re: I want to, but I won't...
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Originally Posted by corpsegrinder.
I won't cut anymore, I refuse to.
Exactly why I posted this thread here.
I realized how fucking dumb it made me feel a long time ago.
Not only that, I realized how bad it hurt everyone around me, including myself.
& I won't chance hurting eveyone around me more than they already are.
Which, once again, is why I am venting.
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Well, at least it's nice to know that there are SOME people here smart enough to not be total fuckoffs and act like little whiney faggots with that bullshit.
If you want to talk or anything, I'm almost always on AIM, rofl, my social life is basically non-existent. |
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12-04-2007, 07:18 AM
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Re: I want to, but I won't...
Thanks. <3
I'll add you sometime when I'm on the other computer.
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So please, be careful with me;
I'm sensitive & I'd like to stay that way.
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12-04-2007, 07:32 AM
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Re: I want to, but I won't...
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Thanks. <3
I'll add you sometime when I'm on the other computer.
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OHHHHHHHHHHHH, I SEE HOW IT IS
*hmph*
I'LL JUST BE OVER IN THE CORNER... CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP...
DON'T MIND ME, I'M JUST FINE, YEAH, THESE AREN'T TEARS, I'VE JUST GOT SOMETHING IN MY EYYYESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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12-04-2007, 07:34 AM
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Re: I want to, but I won't...
Aweee.
Let me get that eyelash out for you. <3
I'd add you now but there's no AIM on here.
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I'm sensitive & I'd like to stay that way.
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12-04-2007, 07:40 AM
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Re: I want to, but I won't...
EXCUSES EXCUSES
kk, I'm busy, so I'll stop now.
CHRISTMAS SONGSSSSSS LOL
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12-04-2007, 07:40 AM
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Re: I want to, but I won't...
lol. Jingle Bell Rock is the shizz.
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12-04-2007, 07:53 AM
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Re: I want to, but I won't...
Just dont hold anything in, that is always what helps me. Keep venting to us if you need to. I know ill listen  |
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12-04-2007, 07:54 AM
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