well just looking for something to share with...
im feeling depressed lately and most probably the most depressed moment ive ever had
over the last 3 days, i was busy preparing for my exam and so on one night before my chemistry exam, i wanted to get some rest as it was already 2 am and my exam starts on 8am....but dont know y, whenever i closed my eyes, all those stupid chemisty equations came out into my mind, all at once...and i was going crazy soon...i got all mixed up with the equation and ive almost cried coz it was torturing me...i got a sleepless night and there was no one around to help me as it was quite late and i didnt want to disturb others..i felt like screaming and crying...and i was having argument with my parents on that very same day and i considered it as a severe argument as ive never go against my parents or shouted at them...
and now im trying to live my life although the feeling is still there

so whats ur most depressed moment? if u dont mind sharing

I hope you're feeling better and that your test went well.

My most depressed was probably during my work experience. It was completely boring and for my first few days nobody spoke to me even though I made an effort with the employees and the building itself was old and grotty, it used to be a doctor's surgery or something. It might not sound it but I had a tough time for a few days and I would just come home and feel absolutely terrible.

The whole past year was depressin for me , won't say why..long story , but im over it now..and happy

A message for all of you ..

NEVER STOP SMILING

reading your crap is depressing.

my most depressed moment..well my parents divorced when i was 14, so i live with my dad now, and for the first little while my mom wouldnt contact me, so basically i felt the whole divorce was somehow my fault and that she didnt want to have anything to do with me.

This year has been very depressing for me. I really, really overestimated what i could do; i denied my laziness. I now have 5 classes (i suck at school, 5 might be normal, but it's a lot to me), 2 of which have been crazy hard. And i thought i'd be able to juggle a job, too. Ha. So, I guess some advice i can share is, while it's nice to push yourself to do things, don't graciously overestimate yourself. Know your level of laziness, and what you can get done with it.

The most depressed i've been was probably in middle school, in the 8th grade. I was really religious then (i'm a little more, eh, liberal-religious now), and i thought at one point that if i could be this pissed and depressed, that there could be no god.

Most Depressed moment of my life.
Was when I got involved in drugs at school.
Ended up getting suspended for 3 weeks.
Got kicked out of the house for a day and night.. Because my parents thought iwas a failure and still do.
I dont give a fuck about school.
I dont give a fuck about anything.
My grades are going to shit
When i grow up, i will realise it was all so stupid.
But im not "grown up" yet.
Im 14.

I dont really know what to do ..
I just wanna get out of school.

i guess not recognizing my own face in the mirror. kinda depressing. My most depressed moment is also my boyfriend leaving me for 2 years when he originally asked me to go back home with him and be with him and then he broke up with me cuz his dad has cancer and doesnt want me to be with him

Also not being able to be myself after having epilepsy.

I don't really want to say it --- it would give to much away. It was two Summers ago though and I was wearing this white sun dress and this one girl and I had a confrontation and I yelled at her and I don't yell. I don't. I'm a soft-speaker, I'm soft-spoken. And when she walked away I ran until I got along this vacant lot and I felled down and screamed and then started sobbing.
And then this girl Hunter picked me up because she saw me there and she was so sweet, she took me to the Willow House and bought me a Coke and I didn't cry while she was there. Then she had to go and the person I had a confrontation with I generally got rides from so I walked home. I was in a really bad neighborhood and this old man came up to me and kept complimenting my breasts and my body and how nice it looked in that dress. After that I got picked up by this man in a car (oh why, why did I get in that car?) And he touched me breast. But dropped me off like he said he would.

Then I ran home and I never wore that dress again.

I have never been as sad as I was that night.

Dude this convo is so frickin emo lighten up be happy

(:

i don't really want to say because its still depressing and upsetting and its like the biggest secret everrrr!

but the second time that was a really sad time for me was when my stupid sister got anorexic, she was close to death so yea that was pretty crazy stuff.

I think we should talka bout our happiest moment