I hate a lot in my life too. I have always needed someone to love me to survive and when i didn't have that love i wanted to kill myself. You have survived through so much and i have yet to handle anything you said you have gone through. I did go through a lot in my whole life but nothing like this.

I wanted to give up so many times but i realized that all those stupid people in high school are nothing to me and i can't let them hurt me anymore. I have NO friends. I have ONE person. My boyfriend. I have an evil step mother and i have my dad who is brainwashed.

People suffer because of what they go through, but you can put that all behind you. Do something you really like. And cutting is not something i think you should do. Read the book "The Luckiest Girl in the World" by Steven Levenkron. It is about a young girl who is put through hell and back and cuts and thinks she is alone. It really is enjoyable and may possibly help you.

I write you because i am worried, and I CARE. I care because you are a teen just like me going through the same things. Don't hurt yourself. Don't think so badly of yourself. Eventually things can't get any worse and they will get better.

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11.10.06
JPM&&SLU

Is there any need to say that? No, there isn't, exactly.
"Just be happy" You tell yourself that when you're feeling so incredibly low that you don't even know what to do - you'll soon realise how NOT easy it is to just "be happy".

If you can't say anything polite, don't say anything at all.

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