can someone please tell me some quick, inexpensive suicide methods??

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-Melanie ♥

Hunger hurts but I want it so bad.
Hunger hurts but starving works when it costs too much to love

Nothing as immediately inexpensive as staying alive.

i dont want to be alive i just want to be dead

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-Melanie ♥

Hunger hurts but I want it so bad.
Hunger hurts but starving works when it costs too much to love

Sleep on it. When you wake up your mind will be changed. Living is more important then anything. No matter who is making you feel this way (I'm guessing it's a boy/boyfriends girl/girlfriend, am i right?)

Why d'you want to be dead?

because i just hate my life so fucking much and i just want to be free

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-Melanie ♥

Hunger hurts but I want it so bad.
Hunger hurts but starving works when it costs too much to love

Being dead isn't the same as being free.
Holding on, working through your problems, or if necessary just keeping your head down as much as possible and letting them pass, and then coming out the other side a stronger, wiser person, with the chance to do and be anything you want to in life - that's being free.

A lot of the people on this forum have been in the same place as you (go check out a couple of the "have you tried to commit suicide" type of threads), and they've gotten through it, and every single one of them will tell you that they are so glad they're still here. I've been there. Things will get better. Just take it one day at a time.

Dont harm yourself. People care about you, you will get through the pain, and become stronger, eventually.
Whats depressing you?

come talk to me, but please dont harm yourself.

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every school i go to, ever since i was four years old, things never work out. i have no friends and everyone hates me or thinks im weird or creepy or some fuck ass shit like that and relentlessly taunts and bullies and gossips me... and today i found myself horribly humiliated AGAIN by the same person in front of a whole bunch of people who already hate me

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-Melanie ♥

Hunger hurts but I want it so bad.
Hunger hurts but starving works when it costs too much to love

Fuck them. They are cock shiners. Join a club that interests you, it will have people with the same interests. Killing yourself will not do anything.

How large of a school do you go to?

I don't know where you live, such as how big of a town. You need to find people that work with YOU. They are out there. Its up to you to find them. When i was in high school i played football, one of the side effects is that i gained alot of friends. None of who i speak with to this day.

I also worked with-in my school, 4 of the dudes i worked with are some of the best friends i could ask for. Also at my current job theres a lot of good people, Where as at my last one there was none. It took me to find them to get some good friends.

I only have 4 GOOD friends.

Market yourself, your attractive, possible intimidating .

Take something that you like to do, and work around it. Get a job, join a club etc. Friends will come .

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My school has like, a little less than 2,000 people... which sucks. Ass.

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-Melanie ♥

Hunger hurts but I want it so bad.
Hunger hurts but starving works when it costs too much to love

This is a temporary situation. You won't be in school forever. At some point, you will find people who accept you for you and will be there for you. It took me until I was 17 to find even one really close friend. And we're here for you...I know it's not the same as having someone there in real life, but so many people on this forum will be entirely willing to talk to you any time you need it. There are people you know that need and care about you; you probably just don't realise it. Don't give up. I promise you, things will improve.

You're hot

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apparently not good enough for anyone

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-Melanie ♥

Hunger hurts but I want it so bad.
Hunger hurts but starving works when it costs too much to love