My tummy! (Photo included)

The Boob Lady · 06-04-2007, 06:12 PM

Haha. ;D

So are you happy with the weight you're at now? Or do you want to be skinner?

xxXRawrHelloKittyxxX · 06-04-2007, 06:15 PM

Skinner, a little bit.

The Boob Lady · 06-04-2007, 06:17 PM

So have you ever been a larger size?
Not necessarily meaning fat.

You can tell me to stop asking you stuff at any time, by the way.
I'm just interested. ;D

xxXRawrHelloKittyxxX · 06-04-2007, 06:19 PM

I did weigh 142 and then dropped to 125. I went downhill from there.

The Boob Lady · 06-04-2007, 06:20 PM

So were you really unhappy at those weights?
Or did you just start wanting to be skinny once you got skinnier?

xxXRawrHelloKittyxxX · 06-04-2007, 06:23 PM

I was perfectly fine at those weights.
I got depressed and pushed food away and lost it all.

The Boob Lady · 06-04-2007, 06:51 PM

Eh, I'm having trouble eating properly too due to depression.
Luckily I haven't really lost weight, though.

So if you were fine at those weights before, do you think you'd be happy if you were at them again?

xxXRawrHelloKittyxxX · 06-04-2007, 07:22 PM

Fuck no. Haha.

The Boob Lady · 06-04-2007, 07:49 PM

What's changed?

xxXRawrHelloKittyxxX · 06-04-2007, 07:52 PM

What do you mean? Like why I don't want to be that weight?
Mainly because I got of taste of being skinny and I wouldn't change it.
But don't think I'm weak because I can bench 195, so.

The Boob Lady · 06-04-2007, 08:06 PM

LOL, I never thought you were weak. ;D
So you're happy about wanting to be skinny?

xxXRawrHelloKittyxxX · 06-04-2007, 08:36 PM

Pretty happy, yes.
People cuss at me because I really don't support EDs but you know if that person is happy at what they are doing then let them be happy.
I don't have an ED. I tried to form one when I was younger.
But I have friends that have extreme EDs. And I've learned that nothing you can stay can really stop them for doing what they are doing.

The Boob Lady · 06-04-2007, 08:40 PM

Meh, it depends really.

The thought has to come from them, you just have to make them think about what they're feeling.
But yeah, the main job is getting them to understand how they feel.

xxXRawrHelloKittyxxX · 06-04-2007, 08:45 PM

I have done lots of research of EDs
and once you get started you can't just stop.
Your stomach lining and the main stomach system does strink.
Which makes it very hard to keep down foods, even small amounts.

I mean yes, I have thought about it.
But personally I find no point because once you get out of treatment you start to gain back even more weight than before.
I have great self control. Which is a good thing because I can't stop myself from over eating and I can go days on end without eating. But that doesn't mean that I have a problem. I tend to drink more fluids than anything.

The Boob Lady · 06-04-2007, 08:55 PM

Are you sure you don't have a problem?

Problems often stem from control issues.

It's common in people who are depressed to constantly feel the need to be in control.
Control is a big issue.