My dad has always had a thing for alcohol. I would say he drinks most nights, and on weekends he always gets drunk. He acts really weird when he's drunk, or even just tipsy.
The thing that bugs me most is he gets really judgmental. He treats me like a whore. I have a boyfriend and we lay on the couch together, sometimes make out but I don't think this makes me a slut... It really hurts me. I've never told anybody except my boyfriend, because theres no way to hide it from him.
He gets unpredictable and he scares me. I think thats why my boyfriend doesn't like to come over much, so I often go to his house. Which kind of makes me dad think worse about us.
It feels like an endless cycle. Hes never happy with me, I get straight A's, best student in my grade, I have a job and keep my room clean.... My mom gets really sad sometimes too, and I'm scared I'll turn out like them.. my mom can't help it, but it makes it really hard. I don't know what to do, I just try to hide in my room when he drinks a lot...