AAAAAAAAAH! I think I'm gonna cry ):

I started college last september, but I stoped going because of loads of different reasons (I know ... I should have kept going, but it's to late now ) I think I'm gonna re-enroll next year.

So, I'm in my bloody house contantly, I'm looking for a job but my dad keeps telling me not to get one, because I'm doing a part time course in college now and to just concentrate on that untill I go back to college.

So, the only thing remortly intersting in my life right now is my social life, which sucks. My best friend is getting on my nerves, ALL we do lately is sit in his/my other friend's house and watch TV and stuff ): I can do that in my own house! And whenever I say "Lets go to the studio bar" (an -18s rock club here) he's like noooooooooo.

&& I really liked this guy who I think liked me aswell ): (well his/my friend Abbe told me he liked me, but I stupidly said I wouldn't go out with him ) he is now seeing some other girl ):

I just feel like crying ): my life is so lame atm, I can't wait to re-start college, but that's like 9 months away ):

I actualy took a sleeping tablet at 8pm yesterday to fall asleep because I had nothing better to do.

I have other friends but my best friend just hates me going out with other people ): (don't ask) and I can't be asked to argue with him, I feel like I'm fucking married ):

I may aswell be living the same week again and again.

I can't go back to college because it's to late, I can't re-enroll yet because it's to early, I would get a job but my dad keeps telling me not to, I'm just not doing anything.

when you say job, you mean part time right? if you dad knows that then i cant understand him. you're doing part time college, im doing full time 6th form and manage a part time job on week-ends. Perhaps he doesnt understand that you can handle it.

Yeah a part time job ):

I may get one anyway, I'm just so bored lately, at least it's something to do ):

you can enroll in classes for january?

your best friend is too controlling, its not fair him being like that and restricting your social life that much. Perhaps you should talk with him and accept that it might affect your relationship, but in the long run will be better for the both of you (:

Phuck buddy: Not in the UK ): I may look for a job 2moro tbh.

Quill: He is really controlling ): he never used to be like this, it's just these past few months ): I may bring it up next time he says something to me ): A few weeks ago I wanted to meet up with my friend Zoey, I asked him to come with me because I didn't know where the place was, and apparently I was "using" him /: it's just so stupid.

Try and make some new friends that like doing things you want to do.

Wow that sounds like some pretty tuff situations. I hope everything will work out all right.

Alex: I do like my current friends lots, they've always been there for me. But I just like going out places, not staying in people's/my house constantly ): I'm 16 years old I shouldn't be staying in watching X factor and having chinese on a Saturday night ):

I think I'm gonna see this band soon with my best friend and I think my friend Zoey (from when I went to college) will be there. So with a bit of luck I'll like socialise with her and hopefully my best friend and her will get on so we can start being friends to her more.

Chris: Thanks (: I hope they do aswell (:

you can plan with your friends to do stuff that involves getting outta the house

They wont come though.

I understand why the don't want to now because it's winter, but were like this at the end of the summer aswell ):

lol

I'm bored too. Entertain me.
I've got 4 exams, and then it's holidays for 2 months. Finished school on Thursday. And I'm already bored shitless.

):

My best friend is doing my head in again, he's just so selfish lately!
I've been trying to stop smoking, and I've been finding it really hard.

So yesterday I had really bad period pains aswell, and all I said to him on the phone is "I don't feel very well" he was all like "Your gonna be moaning all day now, it not MY fault blah blah blah" so I said I promised not to moan, and the only way he believed me is if I said I give him two ciggerettes if I moaned (I'll be honest with you, I don't even think I moan that much, not as much as him anyway) so he come in my car because my dad was driving us to mcdonals and all I said "I don't know if I want food because I still got a stamach ache" so now he keeps bugging me to give him two ciggerettes /:

I said "I'm trying to give up, I haven't got many" then he said "Well buy some!" but that will mean I'll have to buy a pack of ten to give him two /: and realisticly I'll have to smoke the other 8

Then I really wanted one yesterday, I kept asking him for one, in the end he give me HALF a ciggerette and now I owe him four back for saying I don't know if I want food and for smoking half of his /:

&& a few days ago... in all fairness it was an accident... but he threw a bottle of vodka on his bed and it hit me on my leg which really hurt. So I obviously had a reaction, and a few minutes later I said "my leg still hurts" so he was all "OMG your blaming me, it's not MY fault!"

I may stop hanging out with him as much /: but the problem is I haven't got many close friends... I have other friends, but not close enough to say "Do you wanna go out on Saturday" without them being a bit freaked out.

I do really like him as a friend, but he's just being so horrible lately ):