10-21-2012, 09:51 AM
Join Date: Oct 2012
Last Online: 10-22-2012 01:00 AM
| | Feeling like a disappointment...
My parents are all about my brothers and sister. If I ask for something they get mad because my brother needs this or my sister wants that and why can't I just wait until THEY ask me if I want something like this brother. If my little brother starts bothering me and I tell him to stop, my mom and dad yell at ME for starting the whole thing or for being a cry baby. My sister is a single parent who abuses her kid and whines to my mom and dad when she feels like she's not getting attention. My brothers are as follows; one is a convict who makes up stories to get attention or money, another is a sailor for the Navy and gets his attention by just being their pride and joy, and my little brother gets all the attention he wants because he's going to be a computer programmer. It just seems like the minute I told them I wanted to travelt he world to take pictures of animals and the environment and to be an environmentalist, they decided that I wasn't part of the family anymore. I do everything wrong. If I play in a soccer game and score the winning goal, they complain that I wasn't FAST enough. If I sing in choir, they say I was off pitch. If I do the dishes, I leave spots on them. If I vaccum, I dont get ALL of the fuzz off the carpet. If I get above a B on my report card, its not an A. I just want to stop disappointing my parents and I want them to love me the same way they love my siblings...
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