It has only just hit me.

My ex best friend Abi has moved to New Zealand ):

I don't even know why we stopped talking!!! )': Well... she broke up with her boyfriend (my current bestfriend) about 7 months ago... and well after that she just changed.

Me and her were still really close for about a month after they broke up... but then she started dating this Monty boy and well just completely changed ):

We still talked and stuff in school but we just weren't close at all anymore ):

Now she has moved to New Zealand... so I can't even try and be close friends to her again ):

I was just on her and her sisters bebo page and it made me remember all the good times we had ): I miss her loads.

I s'pouse you really don't know what you have until its gone.

I've just broken down in tears... it just hit me all of a suddon ):

Aww I'm sorry honey. *Hugs*
If it's any consollation that happened to me when I was around 13 or 14. All of my five friends who were siblings moved away and their parents were so fun and awesome too so that sucked. And then my other neighbor friends moved too, and I never saw them again basically and it really hurt.

Yeh, it's sad when someone leaves.
Do you know where about's in NZ they moved to?
I"m from that part of the woods...maybe they moved in down the road or something - that'd be freaky/cool.

you're gonna stalk her, aren;t you?

Yes Phuck. I am a stalker. And I'm going to stalk a random person who I have no idea about. Sounds good.

I'm crossing my fingers and hoping you're serious, hXc. I'm praying.

Because I might just by accident leave my address & phone number laying around somewhere.

I'm serious. More serious than Korea and Communism.
*Despises communism*

that's what I usually do!

It's about 3-4 hrs drive north of where I live. Not too far really. It's an alright place, but I wouldn't want to live there.

I r teh sorriness... I know how that feels - My old best friend Greg moved away a while ago.. Didn't really hit me as hard though. Just moved on.