hes dead...

LovetoLive · 01-04-2008, 05:39 PM

I found out last night that my ex hung himself. This was like a week later and no one new anything apart from his sister who seems really happy that hes dead. I keep on crying and everyone is telling me to move on and that but i luv him so much and dont want him to be gone. Iv got loads of questions to ask him but i cant...i need to no why he is gone. I no hes happier in heaven with his dad but i just..dont want to let him go.

Esmo · 01-04-2008, 08:05 PM

If he's your ex but you love him how did the relationship end?

SweetBoy · 01-04-2008, 08:09 PM

Im sorry for your loss.

sexy_shit · 01-04-2008, 08:26 PM

wow. you still seem like you want to advertise yourself to the public. so find someone else

LovetoLive · 01-04-2008, 09:05 PM

wtf advertise myself? what you chatting?

robb · 01-05-2008, 12:20 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by sexy_shit

wow. you still seem like you want to advertise yourself to the public. so find someone else

He died, they haven't just broken up. She is upset after losing someone special...the last thing on her mind will be her next relationship. I advise you read the original post before replying.

I'm really sorry for your loss and i hope that you find the answers you are looking for.
Was he (your ex) depressed?

stratosfear · 01-05-2008, 12:22 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by sexy_shit

wow. you still seem like you want to advertise yourself to the public. so find someone else

Fuck off thanks, comments like that aren't really needed or wanted...

I can't really say anything more useful though, I'm really sorry and it will hopefully get easier with time. Sorry

SweetBoy · 01-05-2008, 12:23 AM

obviously he was depressed.

LovetoLive · 01-05-2008, 12:25 AM

Yeh well he had lost 3 of his mates the week before and i think that tipped him over the edge..I was walking around earlier and like prayed to him saying make it rain if you killing yourself wasnt my fault..10minz later it rained. His sis gone to his house to see if he left a note. They found him new years morning, this year has started crap

robb · 01-05-2008, 12:26 AM

Oh that sucks i'm really sorry. I hope things get easier for you. It's not your fault he loast his mates.

LovetoLive · 01-05-2008, 12:30 AM

Oh, well no we all thought he was pretty happy..the last text i will ever get off him..was happy he didnt seem depressed. My eyes hurt and there like red and puffy

. His funeral is on monday...I need to find out why he did it. I was speaking to his sis earlier but that made me cry more

Kat · 01-05-2008, 01:59 AM

Hey!

I am very sorry to hear this!
People should not expect you to get over it overnight.
I lost someone recently, no one can get over a loved one that easily, thats nearly impossible.
Plus the fact he did that too, is upsetting.
hugz.

LovetoLive · 01-05-2008, 02:31 AM

ta people, your support really helps. Its just i dont know why he did it, he didnt even text me or anything

I miss him like crazy. Iv never expirenced death so im finding it really hard.

Nicole91 · 01-05-2008, 02:41 AM

i'm really sorry for your loss, if he lost 3 of his friends earlier then that probably played a big part in it, his sister might be really happy at the moemtn because thats her way of dealing with it, death doesn't hit a lot of people until a week later or something. How long have you been apart? he might not have contacted you about it because you've been a aprt for a while or he didn't want any fuss. If theres no note, you'll never know why he did it, unless he told someone before hand so theres no point wondering and wondering why he did it, you'll only upset yourself even more

LovetoLive · 01-05-2008, 02:46 AM

We broke up about month ago, we were best mates still, n i luvd him so much. I hope she does find a note otherwise ill be left to think, think about it and wonder if i did something wrong. I havent stopped crying today and just want the pain to stop..

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