It keeps sort of piling up together and I try to cope with it, I suppose many teenagers have similar situation to me

Today, when I wanted to play on my acoustic guitar to show some of my ideas in the room, my 9 years old brother called me an asshole and my grandmother just pushed me out from the room nearly smashing my face with the door

Then when I wanted to talk with my mother, she just said 'Don't talk to me because I don't want to talk with you, I am honest, do what you want with it'

What's wrong with me ? What I done to them ?

I don't have any support at home, I am always told off when I dare to talk about my problems or concerns about stuff in my life

I don't spend much time with my girlfriend either, only college and Thursday

So we can't support each other properly

Simply because it's not enough time in the week and at weekends she is going to her father or to grandparents in York

It's all getting depressing and I want to cope with it but I have nearly no idea how
