i dunno, I feel like whoever I talk to whether it be a friend or someone in my family all I get is disrespect towards me. Like you know how in wolf packs there's the alpha wolf and then way down at the bottom there's that other wolf (I think it's called the omega) and it basically gets trashed on constantly. I feel like that's my role in almost every social situation. I don't want to be above people, just equal with them. It makes me really sad because I try really hard to respect people and it makes me feel like I should kill myself a lot because I feel like no one would care if I died and as much as I want to prove them wrong and keep living, I can't take it much more because I feel so lonley (sp?) and I've lost a lot of respect for myself and I don't know how to get it back.
(I'm sorry that was such a run on sentence).

Does anyone have any advice on how I can help myself get out of this role and get some respect??? Thank you so much!!!

p.s. I swear I'm not imagining it and I'm so sorry if I seem really winny (sp?) or needy. Thank you!

Just sit down and talk about it with them. Say I want to be respected like a human being. If that doesn't work smack 'em haha

First thing is first, we gonna solve this!
What is usually said about you? How do people disrespect you? What do they say?

sort them out with a quick jab to the face haha! They wont disrespect afta that!

actually that will prob make it worse cancel that and just talk it over

Hmm well im not gonna acuse you but do you think possibly you have been doing something wrong i mean we all do it sometimes without even noticing

I think the best thing to do is just talk to people.
No offence, but maybe you have done/ said something to upset them without realising?
Or maybe they don't realise they're being rude. I sometimes am a little sensitive to peoples' comments etc and get annoyed when the person hasn't meant to hurt me... maybe it's a little the same with you?
Like Ejayrazz asked, what have they done? This might help us answer you better.
Hope you cheer up x

lonely is how its spelled.

on a second note. you have to earn it. and you're not gonna earn it by staying in the background picture for sure.