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shannon · 05-12-2007, 01:41 AM

mkay guys... well i have this friend named chris... he has been like my best guy friend since i was like 13 yrs old... we have been through some really good times but most of it has been bad... c me and him go waaaayyyyyyyyy back and ive always been there for him for whatever... he gets locked up im there... okay well he has a chick... his baby mamma... wifey... whatever she is he is always gonna b there with him since they have 3 beautiful kids... okay well me and her have a past... when i 1st met him all was good we were cool and things were great... well he got hooked up with her and she ended up pregnant with their 1st ok... that was when i was like 14... ok she was pregnant and i was like ok cool whatever... then chris cums to my house and we went 2 the store to get sum drinks or what not and he tells me "u know my baby mamma dont like u"... and im like "ok y"... hes like "well idk"... so im like ok whatever... "does that mean that we cant still b cool and kick it"... he like "ya we can still kick it its just that she aint gonna like it that much"... ok so im like ok whatever thats cool do what u gotta do... hes like "ok"... so we stop talkin so they can keep the peace... well weeks and weeks and weeks go by and i hadnt seen him or heard from him and he was supposed to be my best friend ok... well i dont c or hear from him then 1 day he shows up @ 1 of the places that we kicked it... ok he hadnt been there 5 mins and she shows up... well shes all pissed off about it and she starts a fight w me... well they break it up... he takes her and flavio takes me... well the nxt thing i know is that im @ flavios tryin 2 chill and let things go well chris cums... hes all like "im sorry"... "i tried to tell her that i had jux got there and that i didnt know u were there"... yada yada yada... im like "ok whatever"... we didnt talk 4 like 4yrs then like 2yrs ago he got outta prison and we met up and he was like "i wanna talk 2 u... meet me here"... so i went to talk 2 him and i didnt wanna get out of the car cuz i didnt want him 2 c that i was prego again... cuz that would hurt him like soooooo bad cuz i promised him that i wouldnt especially w sum sorry ass dude that he didnt like... well i got outta the car and he was cool about it... he gave me a hug and rubbed my belly and all that other good stuff cuz that is how he has always been... he has always been sweet towards me... ok well i leave and he calls me and is like "hey i wanna talk 2 u"... im like "ok" so i go 2 where he is stayin... his baby mamma didnt live there so i was like cool... well i went over there and im sittin in the car cuz he had 2 get sumthin outta the house and i didnt want 2 go n jux in case she got there for sum reason cuz she was blowin up his phone and he wouldnt answer it... so im sittin outside and he goes n... the nxt thing i know is that she cums pullin up 2 the house and jumps outta the truck and my heart starts beating... im like omg im pregnant and this bitch is about 2 try 2 fight me again... she all questioning him like "what r u doin, who is this", yada yada yada... he doesnt tell her he jux like "its my friend she is gonna take me sumwhere"... shes like "y... the caprice is rite here"... hes like "man whatever"... then she turns to me and is like "who r u" cuz it was dark she couldnt c... and im like "shannon" all snobby and she goes "really"... the nxt thing i know is that she is whoopin his ass but she wouldnt touch me cuz chris was like "shes pregnant dont touch her"... she like "nah i aint gonna fight her"... im like omg... ok shes like "she needs to leave and i wont" and im like omg i cant get out... she is parked rite behind me... chris is like "well move the car so she can get out"... so she moves and i leave... so we quit talkin for like 6 more months then he calls me n january 06 and hes like "what r u doin"... im like "nuttin jux here w the baby" and hes like "well can i cum c yall" and im like "yeah ill be here"... he cums... chills... and leaves... then we kept n touch for a while like everyday so i knew that if he didnt call me there was sumthin wrong... well it was the nite b4 easter last year and i hadnt heard 4rm him all day... so i try 2 call and no1 answers... so im like ok maybe he is w her... so i let it go... then @ like 9am on easter he calls from jail and is like "i need u 2 cum up here and get my property and go find my car... i dont know where i left it jux please cum help me"... so i find his car and he is like "ill call u when they release me"... im like ok so i take his car baq 2 my house... im there for a while and he calls i go get him and he tells me "i need sumwhere 2 stay" so im like "ok what happened"... hes like "well trinia left me and took the kids"... he was all cryin and he was like "i dont even get 2 see my kids on easter"... im like "ok its fine jux try 2 talk 2 her"... hes like "ok".. well he calls and they start 2 fight... so he hangs up... then hes like "well do u wanna go w me 2 the lake my family is gonna b there"... im like "ok ill go"... so we go everything was good... we were 2gether none stop... not a couple no... but we were really close... well last june a whole lotta stuff started 2 happen... he started 2 get n2 a lotta trouble w the laws... like his car got stolen... they jacked his rims, his system, and a lotta other things that im not gonna mention ok... well we know who it was and hes all stayin w her again and im like cool... i didnt have to worry about it as much... well he gets a new suburban and he cums to my house @ like 3am and hes like "hey i need sum1 2 talk 2" and im like "no chris i cant go out there... i have the kids and its 2 late"... hes like "plz" and i kept tellin him "no"... he was like "shannon im about 2 go 2 mexico and i gotta handle some shit"... im like "no chris i dont like what u do... its 2 late... i cant im sorry... i love u but call me n the morning b4 u leave and maybe i will b able to see u"... hes like "im leavin now"... im like "no"... hes like "yeah they r waitin 4 me"... im like "ok well b careful... ill b here if u need me"... hes like "ok... love u and call me when u wake up"... im like "ok"... well i couldnt sleep cuz i was worried about him... well they went 2 laredo b4 they went 2 mexico so i had a chance 2 talk 2 him the nxt day... i talked 2 him up 2 the point b4 he crossed the border and that was the last time i heard 4rm him for like a week and i was starting 2 get worried well i call his cell again and it doesnt ring... so he calls me and is like "im sorry shannon... im locked up... i got caught... what is ur address"... i gave it 2 him and he starts 2 write me... well a lot of problems started up again and his baby mamma found out that he was writing me... well i denied it of course but ive been cn her a lot lately and like evrytime i c her im like damn theres trinia... but i dont hide i jux keep doin what im doin... well the last time i wrote him was like 3 months ago and i feel really bad about it... idk if i should write him again jux 2 c how he has been or not... tell me what u think... hes jux my friend but we have a bad past and a lot of drama... but yeah ok im done

$ air $ · 05-13-2007, 02:38 AM

wow. ok that's some heavy shit you've been through with him. if you've known each other practically forever and always been there for one another, i think you should carry on writing to him regardless of how many times you see her around, because he obviously means something to you if you sat here and typed all of this out. i think your heart's telling you to do one thing and your head's telling you to do another. maybe your heart wants to keep in touch with him and your head wants you to do the other thing. babes i think you should follow your heart because you didn't write why you don't want anything more to do with him. ok, you said you feel bad everytime you see her, but you didn't say anything like you don't want to keep in touch with him because you can't deal with his quick-moving life, you get what i mean? if you wanna talk, just send me a PM, i can't really be much help to you right here right now but i can try later...x

Spite · 05-13-2007, 11:53 AM

You should write him..
You and him have been friends for awhile, and that time is all for nothing if you just forget about him.
You and him are friends...Friends don't just forget about eachother..
Even if you feel bad about it, it's still horrible to just let him rot with no word from you...

Other then that, Trinia is a bitch, and needs to learn that you're a friend of his, whether she agrees with it or not.

shannon · 05-14-2007, 10:21 PM

yeah i wanna keep the friendship considering i was there b4 she was... but the only thing is that this girl is like seriously crazy and she is really jealous... she hates the fact that me and him are soooo close and that we still talk even though they have kids 2gether... she puts all kinds of stuff on her myspace i guess 2 make me jealous or what not but im like ok... like it doesnt bother me that hes with her its jux she has the whole mind set that it does and i could really care less... i mean ive told him that i wouldnt mind bn cool w her... but its the whole thing that i guess sh thinks that there is more between us and there isnt... u know its like u have that 1 person that u tell everything 2... every1 has that person and he jux happens 2 that person 2 me... we understand each other and she just doesnt get it... its not like i want him 2 anything more than jux friends... i guess she is just jealous that we are so close u know