yeah i know exactly what you mean
im kinda going through it right now.
it sucks
but im dealin

Yea, well, its just hard for me to try and forget my past ya know. As much as i want to just wake up one morn, and not even remember what happened in the past. But i don't think i'll ever b able to forget it. it'll always b lurking behind me somewheres in the shadows.

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well
do not forget .
your memory and experiences are important part of you.

im simply saying. live now. what happened in the past happened in the past.


right now im actualy explaining this to a freidn on aim. im going to copy it and paste it.



you can choose to discard what ever i say.
[02:31] NaMyohoRengeKyo9: as a human being oyu have that choice. you also have the choice to be happy. i never understood that. "how can i be happy when im depressed"
[02:32] NaMyohoRengeKyo9: "choose it. look at what your doing at the very moment you are feeling that way, ask your self why" wen you find out why and realize that the reason is in the past and is not in the present right now, it makes making the decision to be happy right now , easier

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There's no need to run \Staring at the sun \There's one place left to go \And everybody knows \Things are going to change \There's only better days coming comingg
I'm walking down this open road/I've got to shake this heave load/I know there's things in life I'll never see 'cause heaven only knows/Take this heavy load /Down this open road

Okay,,, Good Advise Thanx. :d

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