WARNING: This is my total rant, in this you will see the following words used excessively: Fuck, and these following words used at least once:God, Damn. If you will be affended by these, then do me and the mods a favor and don't read. 'Cause all you will do is complain, and no one needs that
Also you probably will be lost half of the time. I will switch back 'N forth.
So let's take it back, about a year. A year ago I started bugging my parents about driving (I was 15 at the time) I told them I want to get my permit / licence soon. They promised me that I will get it as soon as I turned 16. So here I am, two months till my birthday (which will be my seventeenth) and still not even a permit. I have gone through all the necessary precautions. I have read the book, know where I can go but nothing has happened yet. I have bugged them time and time again. But my mom keeps switching the reason, from money, to she needs to get things set up (WHICH I HAVE!), she needs to just check into it overall. So one day I told her, "K let's look online." She gave me a fucking attitude like she didn't want to. "Ugh, you want to look right now?" Noshit? "Yeah, I would like to get my licence soon." so she turns around and says. "But you know how much it will cost?" NO SHIT, I LOOKED INTO IT! "I have the money." "I don't want you spending your money on that." WHY THE FUCK NOT!? It's my money, I can do what I want with it. "Why not? It's my money." "Fine do whatever you want." Ok... I wish I could BUT THERE IS NO WAY I CAN DO IT WITHOUT YOU! I can probably get my permit, the rest will be just impossible without them.
So today, on going to get a new puppy we just bought (yeah you can spend money on a new puppy but not on your sons life, great parenting. Animals over family...) , my dad asked me, "Son, I'm not trying to be rude but, why do you hang out here on the weekends? You never do anything other than sit around the house and play video games or watch T.V." Wonder why? Out here everything is 30 or more miles away, and my parents are to lazy to take me anywhere. "There is nothing close, and you and mom never want to take me. Grant it, ya'll are really tired after work. But on the weekends you hardly ever work... It's your day off, I get it, but it's also mine. Simply put dad, I need my licence." "Well I need to take you out on the county road." "But mom wants me to wait till I'm 18 anyway, and the way it's looking she's going to get it. I'm seventeen in two months dad." "I understand son, but things are tight right now in the economy." "Yeah I fully understand, but I think there are other reasons why she isn't doing anything to help." "Why's that?" "Well, I think she knows that once I do get my licence, I won't ever be home. Which is partly true, I won't be out every night. But on the weekends I want to, and I will once I get my licence. Spending saterdays watching Lifetime with mom isn't my kind of day dad." "Yeah, well she just has to learn that no matter what you are growing up and you need to be social outside of school and internet." THANK... YOU... DAD! +1 Not like I'm shooting ya'll down, ya'll are spectacular. But you catch my drift. So basically, because my mom wants me to be her special little baby forever. She isn't letting me life my life. It's starting to get irritating. I am so frustrated with this right now. This is my god damn life, just let me do my own things. Weekends THAT IS ALL I WANT!
By the way, I know where she is comming from, but my whole life I have just been a mommas boy. I have always spent every day with her. Right now I need to be a social teen.
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