Is a fucking cock sucker. He's a fucking dictator. He's complicated, in some ways hes a good father, but at the core something is seriously fucking wrong with him. For example, he basically lets me do what i want in the daylight hours, go to friends houses, attend social events, etc, and i appreciate it. But if I ever disagree with him on anything of minor importance, he wont shut the fuck up until i comply with him, and if i dont he punishes me. I feel like I cant even have a conversation with him. When we arent debating somthing involving my freedom, its just awkward as fuck because he has nothing to say that isnt controlling, and i cant say shit to him cuz im walking on fucking eggshells to avoid a two hour speech on morals. When we are debating something about my freedom (i.e. letting me go to a party WITH a friends parent at home) he completely ignores whatever i say, and just waits for me to be finished so he can say the same thing in like 15 different ways over the course of an hour, which ends in him telling me i cant do whatever it is i want to do, and how i shouldnt be mad and i should be understanding because hes doing the right thing. I've made indisputable points which he discards without so much as a second thought, i've made compromises which he disregards because hes the mother fucking king of shit town and what he says goes. I cant wait to get out of this fucking house. I dont even want to see him. I find myself wishing my parents would get a divorce so I wouldnt have to see him anymore. And i know that makes me a terrible person but i cant take it anymore. He expects me to sit back and let him run my life just so we can all hide behind our little disguises as a happy family. I homechool, so I have to sit at the house all fucking day avoiding him, until three o clock when my friends get home from school. Then poof! I'm out of the house til my curfew, which hopefully hes fallen asleep by the time i get home. This was our one and only conversation today "Hey dad im going to tims" "What are you guys like married now" "I guess we just like eachother" Then he started going off on some shit about how i missed work because my alarm didnt go off. I was sick. I just let him talk until he was done, because so far thats the best fucking way to deal with him. God I almost dont want to make things better after all the hate hes put in my life. If you have a suggestion on how to get through to him id greatly appreciate it.

Aaaand nobody gives a shit. shocker

holy shit that would fucking suck! i kind of understand where ur coming from, my parents r both super strict and i cant do much at all.. but with me my dads like nvr home, we have no relationship and my parents r working on getting a divorce and once my dads out of the house i think watever relationship exists between us will definitely be demolished..

anyhows back to ur problem.. how old r u?

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ok ur not there right now.. anyhows if ur old enough look into moving if not then idk just wait it out.. i know life fucking sucks bull balls!

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haha im 16 hopefully graduating this year and getting the fuck out

yeah dont blame ya

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