I hear ya. This past year was crazy for me. I came out to a few friends then before I knew it I was in a relationship. That didn't end well. He pretty much used me for sex etc. We lasted two and a half months. By the last month we barely talked. And even before that all he wanted to do was make out. He didn't care about me. A week after the break up I saw this other guy and we made out (best night of my life
) but the next day he posted on facebook that he was in a relationship with some other guy after he told me he wasn't ready for a serious relationship.
Two heartbreaks in one week. So I TOTALLY understand your situation. It feels like you want to put your heart into a relationship but everyone else doesn't care about your feelings and/or is using you. I'm taking it slow now and suggesting you do the same. Good luck!