Hi, I don't know what sexuality.

First off, I'm 15 years old guy.

Never in my life have I had a crush on a guy. I've never met a guy I've liked. I've never thought about it really, until in 6th grade, we were watching a movie and a guy came on and I said, "wow, he's hot".

Okay, I've been really confused lately, and I wanted to just be clear. I've had these feelings lately and I want to know if they're just hormones or if I'm really bi. Here they are:

I know for a fact I like girls. I fell in love with one once. But, guys are a different story:

I want a nice cute guy that’s funny, nice, and awesome. I want to go to the mall, and hang out and hug and hold hands and walk down the street and hold hands and talk about life and everything. I totally want to date a guy. It would be so magical. We would hang out all the time and hug and kiss.

I also wouldn't mind a husband, either.

I thought hormones just affected sexual thoughts, because i have those about girls and guys, but mostly guys. I'm very sexually attracted to both sexes.

When I tell myself I'm bi, it doesn't sound right, like i'm lying, but I really don't care what gender, i don't see gender, i see personality and how nice they are.

So, what do you think? What am I?

Discovering your sexuality takes more than just thoughts, it takes some experimenting. You can't really know what you like or don't like, unless you've tried it. You can admire the beauty of others without being straight or gay..

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With the definition you gave, that "you don't see gender", you apparently Pan-sexual. Which is almost the same thing as bi-sexual, except bi people do "see" gender.

And you have a few years to figure this out, so don't rush it, and don't label yourself.

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It sounds like you're bi but don't put too much thought into it. People (particularly guys) worry too much about being labeled. Just be who you are. If you happen to fall in love with a guy, fine; if you happen to fall in love with a girl, fine. Just go with the flow. You don't need to be labeled gay, bi, or straight. Labels don't matter.

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Tú me amas; Yo sabo tú hacer.

It's really not important that you definitely know your sexuality. When your match comes along, things will just go from there, could be boy or girl that you end up falling for. I always think it's unnessasary to wish to know over this because you wouldn't really know for sure until someone comes along, that you catch your eye on. I always say i'm gay, but really i can never be sure whether i'd randomly meet a guy at a random place, someday, and like him. I mean to be honest, having feelings for members of the same sex tells you instantly that you're bi, i really don't think hormones are going to confuse your 'true' feelings. If you like guys sexually and physically, and can see yourself being with one, then you're bi.=]

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You don't have to worry about labels so much, it sounds like to me that you think you might prefer guys but you don't want to worry to much about being labeled; and thats all good .

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I want nobody, nobody but you!

Don't sweat it, it's just a normal part of life, everyone feels confused at this age, some people figure out their sexuality faster than others while some take time, but it sounds like your a bi, but judging from what you wrote you have more feelings towards guys.

Certainly Bisexual or Pansexual.

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Yeah, it sounds like you are bisexual. As others have said though, don't worry about labels. Labelling yourself isn't really necessary. Just go with the flow, and accept it.

i always used to be worried about labeling myself too. im 17 now and i still dont know for sure what i am lol.....and it doesnt bother me anymore....just go with the flow and do what feels right. u dont know how u r going to feel about guys or girls next year so y do u need to decide now? lol sorry i didnt rlly answer ur question but thats the best advice i have lol