I have anger issues.
Almost anything will piss me off.
My friends dig their nails in my arms to make me stop hurting someone. Or they do whatever they can to stop me.
I got angry at one of my friends and my other friend took both his hands and put them under my ribs and went in. I screamed so loud.
One other time I got mad at my mom, and slap her in the face.
Plus I leave marks on my sister.
atm im finding it difficult to cope with anger :/
im never violent to anyone and ive been in situations even recently where i've needed to be to defend myself yet i just take it..
but anytime i get angry i feel like im about to explode and my head fills with a ton of ideas of what to do in a situation.. i've thought and come close to killing a couple people multiple times and that obviously needs puttin under control >_<
i fear what i might end up doing.. :/
This is very serious problem. You have to talk to specialist and to find way to calm yourself down without others help. I am sure this hurts your parents very much and if you have second thoughts about the meeting with doctor think about them first. Wish you luck!
You should think about what is the underlying issue(s) that is causing you to act out like this. Maybe get some professional help and find some other healthy ways of coping with your strong feelings.I know it is easier said then done but however, good luck to you.