Wtf. I can remember stuff from when I was 4 too ^ Stop being so judgmental.
You're more likely to remember bad things anyway cause they make more of an impact.
Anyway...I don't really know how to help you on this.
My parents have never been together so I'm not in a similar situation.
Probably just need to stop dwelling on the fact your dad's not around...there's lots of broken homes nowadays.
Hope you sort it out
