I am so sick of everything and everyone. Why do I have to be the fucking loser?? Don't get me wrong, I have friends. Alot on the football team, alot other places. Look, I don' talk alot anymore, I don't really care about stuff. Somehow I got the reputation of being emotionless. WTF?? Some kid even went as far as to point at me and tell his friend I was the weirdest on the bus. We are no longer cool. I am so fucking tired of being the loner, the guy who works his ass off all off season to bench the game. Everything I try to do to benefit me berings me down. I am sick of it!!! My grades suck, my few good friends are douches, the other people and I don't talk anymore, I almost wanna quit football. Now, I guess I am emotionless and weird. Isen't life grand?? On top of all this, all our really good players are leaving the highschool next year.

Dude, that sucks. I'm on the football team to, and I have the reputation for being the shy but strong kid, which I am, but even it feels like even if I tried to not be, it wouldn't make much of a difference. You know? I start though. But I only have a few close friends that I really talk to, others I don't feel comfortable around but I try to hang out with other people even if I don't talk much.