Ok, over the past year i have gained a totally new perspective on life. See, I was once a very handsome young man that everyone liked and had all the confidence in the world. I made jokes, good grades, and was very outspoken. I used to go anywhere and smile at someone and they would smile back and i would frequently get comments about how cute i was.

That was the old me....

Last year i got a stye on my lower and upper lid of my left eye that has seemingly forever made my eye look ugly. Everyone i show says its really not *that* bad but i cant begin to explain how its affected my life. I have literally smiled at people and they smiled back at me when looking at the right side of my face but when they see the left side (the side with the ugly eyelid) thyeve frowned and walked away. Its funny how my mom has said ive made too much out of it and its all in my head but ive seen everyone from friends, family members, to strangers frown and turn away when they see the left side of my face. The guy who had all the coinfidence in the world has become a shell of his former self with just enough confidence to walk in teh cafetria every day and eat (mostly alone) i have friends but not nearly as many as i had before and my social life is shit. Ive many time flirted with girls only to have them see the left side of my face and never speak to em again
Im in the 10th grade right now, and have cried many times because a girl thought she liked me only to see my left eyelid and frown (even act mean towards me for no reason). It has been a living hell from day one, and (though im not suicidal folks)I have many times wondered if some people who stopped begin my friend would even care if i existed anymore. I used to think people over dramatized when they said the world is cruel( as i had no idea because everyone was nice to me) but now i see just how despicable the world really is and have grown to hate it and everyone who judges people based on looks. I have seen both sides of the people i know and have been horribly disappointed with how they reacted. Its a shame and its very sad

I know its been said a million times but, coming from a *physically* ugly person, people should judge folks based upon there heart and not how their faces looks, people cant help what nature decides to do with them. Just look at any model like meagan fox, as beautiful as she is all she has to do is get caught in a fire or scratched up by a cat and she loses all of her money and fans and life basically....If the world didnt rely on looks to guide them we'd be a infinitely better society

This may sound stupid but could you not just get it removed. It can't be too complicated a procedure..

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its like the stye is gone but now my eye looks like ive been kinda punched in it all the time

I think maybe your mom is right, you are seeing yourself as this horrible looking person now and you probably put out a vibe to people that you talk to - just like you used to smile and get a smile back - do you really give people that same smile and not get a smile back - If you fell really bad about yourself other people will be able to fell that too.

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