Haha! xD I haven't been on this site is sooo long xD Sorry for the late reply
I've been okay I guess Summer school is a bitch -__- but I'm glad I'm taking some courses otherwise my fall would have a clutter of hard courses >_>And then I've just been working to get money. Boring shit. Life.
Ummm, :O I dyed my hair last week! I've never done that before but my friend and I were bored so we went ahead and did it xD I've had mixed reception on it - some people like it and some people don't even notice! xD losers. It's darker now which I like because I've always thought I looked better with paler skin and the dark hair makes a contrast that helps bring that out
Hey, I was just rereading what I'd sent to you before and you were talking about bulking up on some more muscle. How's that going for you?? Hopefully it's going better than my escapades to lose weight have gone - summer fucking sucks for that -_- I was doing some swimming but then midterms came around and that just diappeared again xD O well. I'll live to fast another day in the fall. -__-
Happy New year
hey, how are you cadz? =)
noooo..... i wish LOL....but maybe you can...... idk =] LOL
Speaking of clothes I just got a new armoire yesterday from IKEA x_X Man, those things are frustrating to assemble but it's done It's sooo big so now I can finally organize all my clothes, accessories and products
x_X A Mile? (I have no idea how long that is, but I know it's far xD) Ya, I can imagine that could be a problem since it's such an inconvenience x_x IT being an outlet is great though, I can really understand how it could help some people with their appearance issues How does it help with your sexuality and direction issues though? For sexuality issues, I've only ever seen it turn closeted homosexuals/confused individuals into raging homophobes I know you're not like that though
Alpha males :mad: Rar, they annoy me. But ya, improving your selfesteem is what matters and if building muscle does that for you by all means go right ahead
I'm sure it will help attract someone as more girls seem to like a nicely toned guy I am sure you will get that deeper relationship though, remember that modesty flatters the girls most Show off your muscles but don't be an egghead about it
Ahh Don't worry about conforming to the other guys in the gym! >.> Man, competition like that is just pointless, learn to exploit the abilities of your current position I am sure you are still a lot stealthier than the bigger boys.
Ooo that kind of diving *-* Can you do all the crazy flips and spins? :p
Wait, what? x_x Nooooo, no no no xD I do not tell my parents about any of the issues I deal with! A) That leads to them getting more stressed and my father is seriously stressed already. B) That leads them to try and fix me to what they think is 'fixed' which I do not. No, I've never told my parents about things in my life, they lived in a different time period under different ethics.
Why do you say people have to be over-dramatic? Like I know people will be, but why is it a necessity?
x_x Time conflicts - fail. Universities need to get their shit together and offer more of the same courses, which would also decrease class size which is good
What am I up to... Not much No, classes don't start until the 10th so I still have a bit to go I laugh because my sister has to go to school a week before me
I've just been getting ready for university like buying supplies (I actually bought a cool bag I can use called a Flört :D) and doing some studying... I did this math package but I fear I am really far behind in remembering physics and biology I will have to look at them this week.
Orientation week is coming up soon though! Me and my friend are trying to pick which events we want to go to so we can meet up or diverge.
There's going to be a concert with Mariana's Trench, IllScarlet and USS (I only know the first band but whatever). I am a little timid though because there are some queer-themed events going on during Orientation week and I don't know if I want to go :o Like there's a queer picnic and scavenger hunt, but also a queer movie night which in particular I thought would be a low-key thing I could go to to just check out (haha that sounds bad :rolleyes:) some of the queer community. Then I don't have to do that much socializing but I can maybe meet a few faces. I dunno though I'm not sure if I want to get myself known as a bisexual before school even starts... though apparently the events are secure to prevent intrusion
Tschüss or Tschuess or Tschüß are German for the informal goodbye as opposed to the formal Auf Wiedersehen
But ya, I hope things are going well for your first week or so of classes! Talk to you later!
currently staying up, 2 am. Hacking cyberspace =]
who does. :rofl:
Haha xD Through my self-conscious issues I've gone through so many phases... I started out not caring (when I was younger) so my hair was unruly and I wore baggy clothes. As more people started to focus on fashion I slowly switched to more form fitting clothing, and now I'm REALLY picky on it being a small fit... but not so picky as to what others think I know my dad hates what I wear, but I don't care anymore. It's to make me feel better
To be honest I don't know much about him, but APPARENTLY I was the only person who didn't know who he was so my parents were filling me in before I met him
If I may be so bold (rude? ) to ask, why do you desire to be buff? I was having a conversation with my friend about this today actually and we don't understand the fixation some males (and I suppose a small group of females) have with being buff I know personally I dislike muscle on myself, ...
... and I purposely have a low-protein (aka vegetarian ) diet to prevent me from putting it on easily. Maybe I just dislike it though because I associate it with mean people It was always the highly developed, muscular kids who made fun of me in elementary school.
Diving? Where will you go to do that? O:
Popups hmmm Well maybe you should stop visiting certain sites winkwinknudgenudge :p Or get a Mac, soo much easier to avoid them on one
It's convenient and cost-efficient... but I dunno if I am overly happy about being close to my family... I mean they are an important part of my life but with some of my sexuality issues, eating "habits", and ummm... certain other 'malpractices' unto myself, I'd really just like a bit more space to be alone so I can deal with these things without fear of having them find out and burst into a concerned frenzy.
Haha ya it'd be nice to keep in touch Good luck with those 18 credits though! OUCH xD
ohhhh im fine
i havent been on that much though
my summers almost over- then back to school:(
O those nasty programs... ya I had trouble with one of those once. It was a good thing my dad has a computer nerd for a friend :p he was able to help us out of that one. And it was messing with firefox? That surprises me, I've never had ANY problems with firefox whereas with Internet Explorer I'd always have annoying popups floating about.
Omg Residence fees are insane I am so lucky to live in the city of my university, however my dad seems eager to kick me out next year I don't know why... I didn't think I was THAT bad :p
The wedding was actually pretty nice The beach ended up being perfect because it became slightly overcast which made the temperature tolerable and also allowed for decent pictures to be captured :p A shame my mother's camera conked out half way through The reception afterwards though at a local restaurant was nice, most of the speeches were actually entertaining to here
It was kind of awkward though, we had to sit with Jim Balsillie (uncle of the bride my cousin married) and his kids [FYI He's a billionaire apparently, something to do with Blackberries. He's the one trying to move an American hockey team up to Canada...]
Last day of work! GRR I am so jealous :p I have to work during the school year for the money My boss is a good guy though so he'll be leniant. Omg I know what you mean about impatient people - not only that but picky! My god, you'd think they didn't know imperfection was the norm!
You're heading back? O man xD Good luck with that! I'm assuming you will continue with your weightlifting and stuff at university though right? You guys have the on campus gyms like we do in Canada right?
Haha! Not awkward at all [Unless you are actually some 50 year old man]! When I saw I had messages from you I was like "Shit, I forget what this guy looks like" so I went to your profile :p Turns out I hadn't forgotten xD
>.> I know what you mean with pictures and mirrors I'm no better myself. In fact, I carry a handheld mirror with me whenever I go out because I worry about what I look like Fucking douchebags from elementary school - they've tainted my selfimage indefinitely it would seem!
But ya, if you want to send a picture go right ahead :p
Hey, long time no chat
Computer issues? What had been troubling you?
Ummm I've been fairly good I suppose, I finally convinced my parents to let me move into the basement for university Before I had the smallest room in the house, but the basement is actually. I get my computer, a tv, couch, and a couple extra storage pieces in it too now so it's pretty sweet:)
Otherwise not much has been up, just trying to deal with paying for university It's chaos trying to move funds from government education savings accounts to ordinary accounts so we can make the payments x_x ug. But Orientation week is soon approaching so I am excited!
I'm just getting ready to go to my cottage because I have a wedding to attend this weekend on the beach... in the blazing sun... wearing my all black formal wear... It's going to be hell.
How have you been though?
oh nice to know that things are fine now
I've missed you cadz
Im hoping to see you around
I hope we can talk more now..
what have you been upto lately??
i miss you... welcome back
Im good,thanks for asking. how about you?? havent seen you around for a very long time
you still alive?
cadz!!! how are you? havent seen you for quite a while ...
take care and Godbless you
awww man i wish i had a job,, well i was gunna get one but i really dont wanna work at hospitals or mcdonalds so i guess i am just gunna relax for the summer but my shcool ends june 15th so my summer is gunnabe nice!:cool:
oh hehe miss you too you're busy i suppose? hehe, take care
Hey! Haha, well not being here a lot means you must have more of a life so it's all good
Menial work? What does that comprise? I will just be working at the grocery store I am employed at now x_x. I cannot decide if I will continue to work when I am in university - did you have a part-time job while you were in school?
Things have been relatively crazy for me as well xD I had this large seminar to give on Nietzsche (which went well) but I procrastinated on an even larger essay because of it, which is due next Wednesday... I should really start it soon xD
hey, im in a vacation, it's been so long since i last logged in here.. How are you?
yea......so how u been
i know i know
we're the best!!!!:p
Haha xD This summer I will probably continue to work part time, but I'm planning on just sightseeing around the neighbouring cities with some friends. Maybe spend some time up/down at Lake Huron. I really need a break, this year has been particularly stressful between work and social q:
We have started picking courses, and my friend and I share about 6 lectures every week and one lab... but I may have to move that lab so that I have room for my elective...