I didn't respond...oops lol. How was your Christmas?
Aw poor Kev. Don't worry, I suck at finding people too. :p
Like you maybe.
I can't help it. It just kind of happens. It's my way of protecting myself.
Or I'll just turn into super bitch like I always do when I try to push people away.
Yeah he's coming out here with his buddies in February. He'll be here for Valentine's Day. I feel like he picked that for a reason. We'll see how things go.
Yeah, full time massage therapist. Nursing just isn't my cup of tea. And I usually looooove tea.
Yeah, he's been in love with me since I was...17. I just don't know.
The course is only 7 and a half months. But I'm ready to get it done. So excited.
Yeah, he's in the Army. He's a friend but there's been the potential for more. But it hasn't been more because I drag my feet when it comes to commitment.
As long as you tip well! You can return the favor too. Haha I didn't even expect him to actually BUY them for me. I expected him to be all "whatever bizatch." like he usually does. But all he said was "Merry Christmas." Because its christmas in Afghanistan and thats where he's stationed.
I'm going to be studying how to give them! haha Yeah, massage therapists make really good tips. Haha I was just messing with him. I was all "Hey Jon, I snooped at my presents" and he goes "youre bad" and I said "I am a bad bad girl. I should be punished." sent him a link to these jeans I like and said "that would be the worst punishment ever." and he ordered them. haha
I'm doing good. Starting massage therapy school in January. And yes Santa is coming even though I already snooped at my presents. But I just flirted with a guy and he bought me 2 pairs of jeans for Christmas as a result. If I knew I had this power sooner.... O_O haha
What's up handsome?
I'm good! Just busy busy. You?
I know. I had to cut down my last VM to fit lol
You'll get it eventually. Engineering isn't that easy. I would love that job because I'd make a lot of money, but I can't even consider it. I just wouldn't get it lol. I'm hoping to work at this cafe kinda food chain called Panera Bread. Free food at the end of the day, working with my niece, and the atmosphere is awesome.
She sounds like a great girl. And you're right, she doesn't sound like she'd sleep around like that. She was with you, and that was smart, I'm sure she's smart enough to find someone [I]almost [/I]as good as you who treats her well.
My heart is just a mess lol. If I leave Sean, I'll just feel guilt and miss him. But I already feel the same with my ex. What my choice is currently coming down to is, I'm pretty much incapable of leaving someone, and Sean is sturdier, more reliable, and he's passed the teenage stage of "finding himself" so who he is now is who he will be.
My Halloween was cancelled by my mayor lol. We had a huge storm the night before. But people went out anyway and my friends kidnapped me and took me with them. how was yours?
You always have exams :p And yeah, after band I'll be looking for a job. I'm pretty much guaranteed one though because I wanna work where my niece does.
Aww, congratulations. It is always nice to see family again.
Yeah, I'm hoping to start playing this week. It's the last week of the season and championships is Saturday. And there is a limit for the band I'm in. once you graduate the high school you can't do it anymore.
And he's started talking to her again. He's being cautious. I told him I can't really give him an unbiased opinion on her. Before we broke up, he asked me if I trusted her and I told him she hasn't proven trustworthy or not, so I didn't know. Two weeks before we broke up she asked him to leave me for her. So she's obviously done something to make me not trust her.
That does suck. It's hard to see your ex with someone else. But yeah, thankfully that's over.
It's weird how I feel horrible every time I think that my ex will eventually get into another relationship. I know it's unfair for me to be jealous since I am with someone, but I just am. Things are getting harder now for me too, since we both have admitted we still have these feelings and they're not going away. We both kinda long to be with each other again. But I just know that Sean is the better choice for me and I'm too terrified to leave him. My brain's a mess lol
School's alright. Doing well as far as I know lol
Hey, I've been pretty good. How about you?
I guess, but then I have band three days out of the week lol. Two after school then all day saturday. I get little free time these days.
And thanks. Things are getting okay with the ex. The girl that cheated on him after he broke up with me wants back in his life, so I'm a bit worried about him. He trusts some people too easily, and I don't want to see him get hurt again. That and I just don't like the girl lol. But otherwise, me and Sean (current boyfriend) are doing good. We're going on six months in a week and we haven't hit a bump in the road yet.
And don't apologize, it's not your fault. You're busy with life lol. But like I said, things now are okay.
Aww well I'm glad she's okay now. Was she born premature or something? See, kids reflect exactly how they're parents raise them so if you ever see a devil child running around like a pain in the ass blame the parents for that one. Oh dear god. Mormons? More like Morons if you ask me. Man, Ireland seems like a shit place to live right now, no offense. I don't blame you. With this low activity the Cafe isn't really that fun. I just log on when I have nothing to do. OMG I totally agree. Unless you have something to look at on the internet, it's so boring. I'm so habitual at getting online that once I check things I'm like... well there's nothing to do so I shut the computer and ten minutes later I'm checking it again just because it's habit, but alas.... nothing.
Oh my god that is absolutely dreadful. I get like that, too. I get afraid I won't be able to support their head correctly or if they squirm around and shit. I'm starting to get a little more motherly. I used to not be motherly in the slightest I absolutely despised kids. Now I enjoy them a lot more. You seem to look for a job a lot, Kev. I am starting to wonder if Ireland's economy is worse than the United States. Unemployment is pretty bad here too, though. See, I post in the Cafe when I feel like posting, but I always usually post anywhere in the forums. I just don't really pay attention to bullying and stupid bullshit. I just do my own thing. I joined this site back in 07 so my loyalty pretty much lies with it. I have a good time on here though when I'm bored out of my mind.
I have 15 hours a week with school and stuff. Oh wow they are just insync with that stuff I guess. Aww Adele, that's so pretty. I bet she was a gorgeous baby too. You're welcome, I won't be an aunt for many many years. I'm the oldest out of me and my sister. See, I have always saved my money but interest rates these days in my country suck balls. I should be making money off of my savings but nope, the economy is shit. See, there are always good times and bad times on this website. I just do my own thing, give advice, post in the Cafe, talk to people. I really don't care too much.
It's going good. Oh my gosh that's awesome. Shit ya'll are popping out kids right and left in your family. What did they have/are having? Congratulations though, Kev. Yeah getting a job is a hard deal in these times we're all going through. Sooner or later you'll get one. Worst case scenerio they always need someone to scrub toilets. To be honest there is not a whole lot on my side of the spectrum.
I'm doing pretty well, thanks for asking. How are you?
I thought you'd appreciate this (in relations to your rep comment)
It is! We go in at 7:28, and we get out at 2:30 . It's a very long day. I wish I could sleep as long as possible.
And I'm really just incapable with breaking up with someone. I think for now, what is most likely to happen is we're just gonna keep things as they are, and just wait and see where life takes us. I can't avoid him, because we sit at the same lunch table, and there's really no other table for us to go to because we have the same friends. And he's pretty much my best friend. We might just keep this to ourselves, and move on together. And if we get together again, great. If not, then it's because we moved on.
He broke up with me, because of some family issues he didn't want me to get hurt, and he was confused about us. He told me this week that he regretted breaking up about a week after when he realized what it was like, but I think his pride and fear got the better of him. Then by the end of the school year, I had started seeing my current boyfriend. I'm pretty sure if we were together we could make it work, because we really didn't have many major problems before.
My brain has been on overload for the past week
But thanks, just talking to you makes this easier. You're unbiased compared to friends here who either hate my ex, or love my current bf. So it's all one sided lol.
Thanks! Thats my little secret ;). I'm good, going home today for a weekend, what about you?
I won't be a manager right away if I pass the process, I'd be a trainee for the post. But yeah it's awesome and I like it. Although here, I'm not that sure about the salary, prolly minimum since I'm just starting (that's if I pass). I am glad you're better now though. How are the results? You said it'd be out on monday. I hope everything will be great! What happened to your convo with the head of the Engineering? Or were you able to talk to him?
aww 7? I get up at 6 :p
My boyfriend knows we dated, and he knows I still have feelings for my ex. I already had space, we went out the entire summer, and we're going on five months. Me and my ex did talk it out, but we both came to the conclusion that we both have these feelings for each other, but we don't know what to do about them. I don't think I can bring myself to break up with my current boyfriend...because even though this is going on, I still care about him.
Things are...ehh. My ex is back in my life and old feelings on both our parts are making things difficult, and neither of us know how to deal with it now that I'm in a relationship with someone else. It's no ones fault, but it's yet to have a solution. How about you?