erin!! how are you? I hope you're always doing great
Happy New year
[FONT=Tahoma][SIZE=1][COLOR=black]I'll punch you in the vagina instead then. <3[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT=Tahoma][SIZE=1][COLOR=black]I'm kidding baby, I love you.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT=Tahoma][SIZE=1][COLOR=black]I wish I could punch you in the face.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT]
when i was very small my mom feed me but when she try to make me eat normal foods i would only cry every time and be very sick and not let her so she stopped. But becos i spent lot of time in hospital they feed me throuh a tube in my nose and IV tubes in my arm but its for this reason that i never gained weight and always skinny. then when i get old enouh so my mom wont feed me anymore i just refuse to eat and so she just make sure that i drink lot of supplement foods and drinks and lot of calorie things so i can keep my weight ok. then when i get medication to help it and start to learn what i can and cant eat it gets better until its not so big problem anymore.
it was when i was very small, maybe like 2 and i spent lot of time sick with it but it went. it came back this year but i try not to think about it and just focus to get better
it doesnt hurt so much anymore to eat but its still not normal stomach functions i have becos of all the issues. when i was small i didnt understand that this pain wasnt normal so i never had help then when it was so bad, but now i can speak and have help, so it has become better for me. but im lucky i think becos im not out of control with it. i never tried to losing weight, i only would not eat or throw up so that my stomach wouldnt hurt from the food, but im getting better now becos now i know what foods are good and what foods is not good and how to keep the pH's in my stomach low.
no pets at all just pictures on my wall is my only pet
i guess u can say i am but its complicated when i was a baby i had problems in my stoamch and cancers in my bile ducts whish means that i dont get acids into my stomach like normal ppl, whish kills bacteria in food. for this it means my stomach is so easy to get infections and i cant eat things high in acid and eating always hurts me so when i was small i wouldnt eat for years and years. now its starting to get better becos ive had surgerys to try to improve things and medication whish helps my food settle, but its not pleasant
but i throw up my food becos of it soemtimes on purpose and sometimes not and i dont eat becos of it, but this is the same things a eating disorder person has so i also "have an eating disorder" just becos of issues in my health
owww ur lucky!!!!! i cant have a pet becos i live in appartment and we are not allowed pets
i know bulimia... this is what im talking of. when u do that the acids from ur stomach come up and burn ur teeth and brushing ur teeth after makes it even worse, so u need to rinse ur mouth with baking soda mixed in water and then with mouthwash and this helps to neutralise the acids. we learn lot of stuff about keeping healthy body when ur bulimic here
ok he is my favourite!
me too!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love dogs!!!!! i want to have a dog or pet so much!!!! i look always at pictures and videos on computer at animals becos i will never have my own pet
owwww man!!! have u rinse ur mouth with baking soda and mouthwash so its settles teh acids. and then drink lot of hot water to keep pushing the acids back to ur stomach where they need to be ow man
tieko he is my best friend from tenhut!! he so nice and so sweet!!!!he made a video of his dog for me becos i loooove his dog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it makes funny noisess xp
hihi privyet i kakdela
why ur not ok erin?
privet:confused: privyet? or something differnt??
im ok i guess but tieko wont come online today so i am sad becos i miss him!!! how ur too?
[FONT=Tahoma][SIZE=1][COLOR=black]My bans never last for too long.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT]
Because i like to put a name to a face, atm im just speaking to a piano,stopwatch and a editted pic of a girl with a very nice figure :p
I am convinced your lyeing about all this :p You seem so scared of revealing anything ! :p
Hahaha, so it seems :p
Let me guess, you will never reveal these pics.... just like the normal ones of you ?
Lol, as if..... you'd never even take a normal pic :p
Nope, cause i know they are non existant :p ..... n00ds of you will never exist i reckon, since you dont even have normal unedit pics of yourself :p
Hehehe, you wish ! :p
I just missed you it seems
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How are you?
do dessau is in germany :p
yeep its fancy
dessau its the city where i live when im at home :p
its not big, just average size but its very nice place
its polish restaurnt
i am ok. my girlfriend go home to dessau so now i am lonely
yesterday when i went into work my boss said i didnt have to work becos my girlfriend was here and she said we can have dinner and dont need to pay! my boss is so nice!! and the restaurnt i work at is sooooo nice restuarnt. to eat there u must be a king so its special for me to eat there at 14 xp
when u come to germany i take u there ok :p
how u are erin?