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About Me
- About JennyColada
- Name
- Jennifer
- Gender
- Female
- Relationship Status
- Single
- Languages I Speak
- English, Pig Latin
- Occupation
- Retail Manager
- Location
- Bore-Bank, California
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So I just met this guy (ok, well there are two guys, but since this second guy came around last night I barely even think of the first guy).
The most recent guy: he's cute, funny, we get along great, we share a lot of the same desires, it sounds fabulous. He's my age, lives in my city, has his own place.
Only catch, we haven't actually hung out yet, so everything I'm feeling is just based on lust, which is fun and fine, but it will most likely subside soon. That, and the...
The most recent guy: he's cute, funny, we get along great, we share a lot of the same desires, it sounds fabulous. He's my age, lives in my city, has his own place.
Only catch, we haven't actually hung out yet, so everything I'm feeling is just based on lust, which is fun and fine, but it will most likely subside soon. That, and the...
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I know that most of this is just due to me closing myself off and blocking things out, but I'm feeling much better today, much better than I thought I'd feel.
Yesterday was a big help, a few people gave me a kick in the ass that I needed.
I'm not happy, don't get me wrong, but I'm not...unhappy. I'm just apathetic, I just don't care. I have a feeling that it will come back to bite me in the butt and one random afternoon I will just be a pile of sorrow, but for now at...
Yesterday was a big help, a few people gave me a kick in the ass that I needed.
I'm not happy, don't get me wrong, but I'm not...unhappy. I'm just apathetic, I just don't care. I have a feeling that it will come back to bite me in the butt and one random afternoon I will just be a pile of sorrow, but for now at...
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I feel
like it's gotten worse
like I'm still unhappy
like I'm afraid of being happy
like I'm the only one worried about us
like he doesn't care
like I'm too picky about what I want him to do to show that he cares.
I think
that I'm the only one who feels this terrible
that I'm making everyone around me feel terrible
I don't deserve to feel this way
that I don't have any other choice.
I hope
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like it's gotten worse
like I'm still unhappy
like I'm afraid of being happy
like I'm the only one worried about us
like he doesn't care
like I'm too picky about what I want him to do to show that he cares.
I think
that I'm the only one who feels this terrible
that I'm making everyone around me feel terrible
I don't deserve to feel this way
that I don't have any other choice.
I hope
...
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Work is going to change a lot for me. It's scary, exciting, a bit nerve-wracking, and very confusing.
I work for Guess, but I don't work for the Guess Company. I actually work for this company called Mark Fisher Footwear (this company makes, produces, and designed the shoes for Guess Footwear). Guess decided that they like our store, so they bought out Mark Fisher. Thus, begining January 1, 2009, I WILL be an employee of the Guess Company.
This is fine and dandy, only Guess...
I work for Guess, but I don't work for the Guess Company. I actually work for this company called Mark Fisher Footwear (this company makes, produces, and designed the shoes for Guess Footwear). Guess decided that they like our store, so they bought out Mark Fisher. Thus, begining January 1, 2009, I WILL be an employee of the Guess Company.
This is fine and dandy, only Guess...
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I'm not really sure what to say or what to think. I know that I'm pushing away, but I don't want to, so I want to think that I'm not. What if I'm not pushing away, but what if it's supposed to work out this way? How am I supposed to know the difference?
Do I sit and wait it out until he gets sick of me, and then feel horrible for sitting around and doing nothing? Do I just hope that it gets better? What if it does, but what if I leave and miss out on that. Being alone, I have no one...
Do I sit and wait it out until he gets sick of me, and then feel horrible for sitting around and doing nothing? Do I just hope that it gets better? What if it does, but what if I leave and miss out on that. Being alone, I have no one...
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