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  • Letter to me

    Lyla - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    Dear lyla, I hate to say it, but I have given up. There is no reason for me to live any longer, I honestly think I’m going to kill my self tonight, or at least come really close to it. I might reach out for help. I’m not having the disorder to cut, but just to die. I don’t know if I’m going to see tomorrow. Signing out -Lyla

  • Letter to me

    Lyla - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    Dear lyla, You feel like you got in one. I highly sought that is true. Sometimes your feeling just get so much larger than facts. Maybe you just don’t want the people’s who are willing to try to help help. Wow that sounds stupid. One is mad at you and the other you don’t really trust anymore. I just want to stop. Stop dealing with my emotions, with others, maybe just stop breathing. That sounds really nice. Death sounds really comforting. You just cut more than you have ever done before, and you…

  • Letter to me

    Lyla - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    Dear lyla, Hey, I feel like it’s been a while since you felt like this. I don’t know why, your day has been good. You went to school, and things started off fine. He couldn’t even look at you in one point in the day though. I think that’s what started this spiral. Yesterday was tough for you too, but you caught off the urges. I’m proud of you for that. I think what mess with you mind most is when he gives you one word answers and doesn’t look you in the eye, the. You go to class, and shen you co…

  • Letter to me

    Lyla - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    Dear lyla, Your arms are bumpy from your feeling cuts, today, the boyfriend you love so much hurt you. He stopped after you said no, but you had to be the one consoling him. He gets sexual pleasure out of hurting you, yet gets so sad when he hears you cut yourself. I don’t know what to do. I really do love him, and I feel safe when we’re just laying down at the park and I’m in his arms. It is the best feeling, it fills you up inside. Today that almost happened again, but he started to run his fi…

  • Letter to me

    Lyla - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    Dear lyla, You sit in your room, with scissors and paper towels right in front of you. You have took off your jacket, revealing your other scars, and you picked up your phone. You are ready to see the blood as is drips down. You fix your posture, and stop writing -lyla

  • Letter to me

    Lyla - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    Dear lyla, You just want to cry, and that’s okay. Cry. You feel like no one wants you, and I feel that way too. The way he doesn’t look back, or how you ask him if he wants you and it takes him time to answer. I’ve upset him to the point of not wanting me. I should just kill myself now and be put out of misery. He was the only one I thought still wanted me, and now he doesn’t. It just feels like lies. -Lyla

  • Letter to me

    Lyla - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    Dear lyla, Please do not cut tonight. It doesn’t solve any problems. I understand that things can get worse, but we need to remember that you want them to get better. For them to get better, you need to work for it. You had a great day and you can’t let a few things said let that get in the way of your happiness. Lyla, you matter. -Lyla

  • Letter to me

    Lyla - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    Dead lyla, I’m realizing that you are the only one who will ever use this thread, but by the end hopefully you can look back on it and see your progress. You did well today. You knew you could do it, and you did it. It was fulfilling in the moment, and still makes you feel kinda good. You haven’t done well in a long time, and it was nice to feel that winning felling again. But you know as well as I, there is a challenge coming up very soon, but I need you to remember how well you did today, and …

  • Letter to me

    Lyla - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    Dear lyla, I know you are afraid of the dark, but sometimes you just need to be brave. Place one foot in front of the other as you tell your story with confidence. You are not a possession lyla. No one has the right to treat you like one. Don’t feel pressured to do something that you don’t want do (yes unoriginal). Don’t fell guilty for not giving him what he wanted. You are better than that -Lyla

  • Letter to me

    Lyla - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    Dear lyla, I hat how people call me a teenager. They call me such a teen. Such an anxiety teenager. It ain’t attitude, I’m just upset. And I have things that I should be able to be upset about. It’s crazy that I can’t share my opinion without being beaten down about it. I don’t like talking. I don’t like it all. I stay in my own head, where I belong. I want you to be able to speak up. I want you to change and not be scared of talking. I believe in you. -lyla

  • Letter to me

    Lyla - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    I have sucidal thoughts and actions. I’ve been writing to myself about the possibilities there are, and that has been helping. I wanted to make this thread for y’all to do the same on this platform. Who know maybe I’ll just be the only one in the comments writing letters