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Well, I used to be rather depressed. I sorta got over it but not really. I still 'relapse'. I rarely dream, but when I get a good nights rest I do. I had a dream not too long ago, where I went to a little place where there are some trails by my buddies house, and called him, told him to meet me it was urgent. So he shows up in his Jeep. I remember telling him that I was going to kill myself, and that he can't stop me. I remember him trying to do something and I shot him, I never killed him but I…

Quote from Changes with the Moon: “this might not be for you, but i write to help me cope...it doesn't like have to make sense or anything, but it helps me relieve the stress...can't say it's a cure for addiction, but if you get off and want another outlet, that might help...” I'm bumping my old thread, oh wells. I have only written one thing in my life, that I put some heart and soul into. It was a piece of 'poetry' of sorts. Sent it to my girlfriend.. she said you can write better than I can..…

Quote from Bebop: “Again, I hope I'm wrong and everything works out for you. Good luck with everything.” Me too. I really do.

From what I got from her, she just wants to sort out the drama in her life. Long distance is tough, but she's coming up for the summer and the grade twelve school year. I hope she's not breaking up with me. I'm just worried about her friend.. I can't be there... I think I'm going to mix a drink. She hates it when I get depressed.. Shes asleep now.. she can't talk any sense in my head. anyway. I've heard things about her too, that I choose to ignore. I've heard that she makes up all these stories…

Well my girlfriend is about 6 hours away. I used to go to school with her, and she moved. Long story. I was chatting on the phone with her, she was supposed to come up here this weekend but the roads are too bad to drive on, so she went to her best friends place instead. She says I wanna say something but I don't want you to take it the wrong way or get angry over it or something to that effect. She said she wanted to hold off on the dating thing. She says over the phone is sorta.. I can't remem…

Quote from doolie: “Tea is awesome for health. To the original poster: Drinking more water is also very important, chances are you don't drink enough. Take your weight in pounds, divide by two, take the resulting number and drink that many ounces of water in a day.(you said you weigh 280 so 280/2= 140, so you should be drinking 140oz of water a day and even more on days that you exercise) and 500ml bottle of water has about 17oz if you're looking for a reference. You said that you have leg probl…

Quote from DeaExMachina: “Yeeesh alright you need to cut out a few empties. Drop the popcorn, when you lose some weight and you're healthier you can return to it but if you want to lose weight you need to drop it for now. What are you cereals? If they are the high in sugar ones like Cinnamon Toast Crunch and such drop it, if you enjoy stuff like Raisin Bran or Korn Flakes then keep it up. Drop the grilled cheese, avoid cheese for now it's high in fats you don't want and avoid bread so no sandwhi…

Quote from DeaExMachina: “Would you post here your typical diet. How much you eat per day, what type of foods you eat, which restaurants you typically attend. I can help critique on your food intake and possibly recommend some things for you to purchase if you're open to supplements that help with weight loss (I use to sell the stuff so i know what works). Aside from that you just need to work on moving around more that's the key. Start off slow by jogging and then as you start to lose weight yo…

I'm 6'-6' 1".. 280lbs, and I'm 16. I was chatting with my gf, I said, "holy cow I'm freezing". She says "I'm actually not cold". I reply "well, you could keep me warm", and she says "that would be amazing..." Well I'm trying to loose some weight. I have to. She loves me as I am, but I don't want to replace my hips and knees. She said " Your making me feel bad, maybe I should go on a crash diet and loose some weight?" She already runs everyday and is active. I'm not. I apologized and told her she…

I'm sorta wondering if I should shave myself or not.. I haven't yet as I haven't seen the point.. But once you do shave it off, it'll grow back thicker will it not? It may be a while till anything happens, I don't want to push it upon her. Shes the one who started talking about it.. lol. She started talking about her lingerie.. haha. She loves psycology.. I think she can read my thoughts...

Quote from DeamonD: “.....fail. Are you thinking bout quitting?” I quit for a month, and when I went back to school, I had one with my friends. I usually dont smoke after I leave school.

Quote from doolie: “I used to work in a welding shop. Not enough money in it here but you're in Alberta so you should definitely pursue a career in welding, you could work on pipelines for like $95 an hour as a 5 year ticketed welder out west.” I actually don't think I will do it for a profession. I just wanted to know how to do it so I can weld up my truck frame or whatever, I just love metal..

Quote from SugarLips: “Not much can be passed from the mouth , and infect a penis. It would either have to be same contact, like mouth-mouth and so on.” Okay, good to know, I'm not really worried. I'm sorta wondering if she's on birth control... I sorta dobut it, she hasn't had sex in a year and that was by force.. Not sure if theres a way to ask...

Quote from OneCurlyFry: “yeah, i wouldnt use a condom for blowjobs with a girl you know. If its a xcompletely random girl you picked up in a bar maybe though xD” I don't know if she has anything or not... Her ex boyfriend did something pretty bad to her.. so I'm not sure. I'm not sure if I should ask either..

Quote from Gibbs-: “I assume it would only hurt if you find it painful to pull back the foreskin while masturbating which you clearly don't. Just wondering.. did you measure when fully up?” Well next time I do, I'll grab a measuring tape.. lol. Nah it doesn't hurt to pull the foreskin back, unless you pull it all the way back, then it gets a bit painful...

Quote from DeamonD: “Just count up how much money you have spent on cigs and you will be more reluctant to spending as much. Just...slow down I guess and eventually you will quit. I know people who have so it is not impossible :)” I spent about 3-500 in november and december

Quote from niox: “alone silly” Oh, lol. For the un-circumsized thing... My buddy said it felt like you had very cold hands and picked up a screwdriver... I was like... umm.. nice analogy... but I don't know what he meant.. lol I was gunna ask but his friend called and we had to bring him to the hospital..

Quote from TheJoker: “well obviously it aint a healthy habit but hey im all for using drugs to get thru the day do whatever u want just know the risk” I know the risks, thats why I'm worried. I used cigarettes as my escape from things. I can't stand my math class, so usually everyday as soon as the bell rings bam I'm outside lit up.. trying to unwind.. bad idea I know.. I just love the feeling, the smell, the rush, the smoke... I think I have an addictive personality too, doesn't realy help.

I'm uncomfortable with how my body looks... plus I haven't had a good relationship lately till now..

Quote from niox: “Sex can wait just masterbate :rolleyes:” Do you mean me and her masterbate together? I already do it alone.. lol.