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We all have obstacles and challenges in our life that we have to overcome to move on. I try to get over these and move along. It's life and I try to stay positive. When you have to constantly overcome these things, only to realize you have gone backwards is depressing. I try to work hard in all I do. What if that is never good enough? When will it be good enough? How hard do I have to work to get where I want to be? I am a junior in HS. I have always been quiet. Don't get me wrong, I have plenty…

I've never felt this low on myself. Ever. I guess you could say I'm a little oversensative. I play football, but I'm starting to feel that's the problem. Walking somewhere from school, with my jersey, was terrible. I walked by two kids who asked if I started then they promptly said no. Then they asked if I atleast play varsity. Pretty much making fun of me. Then a truck drove past screaming my school sucks and another one asking if we are ready to get our asses kicked which we did. Then my JV ga…

I have alot of friends who kinda hurt my feelings, but I don't know if theyre playing or not. I'm a guy and I got put in a parenting class and my friend called me a pussy. For what? I diden't sign up for it. Or other things. Also, I might fail a class. Night and summer school cost 110 bucks. I haven't told my parents yet because they will flip shit. I don't even know if they will pay for it. I got football in the summer so Night school is my option. Then I have driving school in the spring and I…

There was this girl that goes to my church I haven't seen in awhile. She is a devoted christian or calls herself that, but smokes, drinks, parties, ect. I only talked to her like once or twice. In my dream it was her, me and 2 random guys. I was wearing a headset in a small room with monitors and stuff. We were all debating and I yelled at her for something. Then it was her sitting on my lap with her head pressed against my chest and she was crying. I was holding her saying ''We all love you.'' …

The first semester ends in 2 weeks. I have a 53.3 F in geometry. I barely passed last GP with a D-. I am freaking out right now. I got an extra credit assignment but I only did half because thats all I can figure out even when I looked it up. I am so far behinf on HW and I don't know how to do any of the past assignments. I also am failing my tests. I think I might be fucked. I can't find a way to pass. I would have to go in 4 days a week for the next 2 weeks for tutoring to get some extra credi…

I want to get out of my house the instant I turn 18. I don't know if It will work out or do I have plans for it, but I have to. You see, it's my siblings. The whole ''Their your siblings deal.'' yada is BS. We are all teens and they have me convinced they are truely bad kids. They say horrible, horrible things to me. One is bitchy and one is an asshole. I can't begin to describe how they are and what they do. I really don't want to hate them, but it's hard. My sister tells me I will end up in ja…

I used to lift, and I was good at it. Then I stopped for six months and started today. It sucked. I could not lift anything. I could at first, but then I was just embarrasing myself. Bad. There may have been a few people who did worse. I looked like I never lifted in my life. I oculden't show that I did. I was struggling with 3 sets of 15 pushups after the first set. I could only get to reps with 110 and hardly. I used to be able to hit 160-170. Everyone probley thinks I am weak as fuck. No one …

Well, my life is not so great. I have the worst luck and my social status is totally deminishing. I guess I'll explain what's going on. My life right now is...crappy. I don't talk to anyone anymore and they don't talk to me. I had alot of friends, not really anymore. We drifted apart and I barely talk to anyone anymore. Girls don't like me apparently, and I can't talk to them. I am by myself alot, and it sucks. I can't find anywhere I would fit in, like before. Don't get me wrong, I talk to all …

I am so sick of everything and everyone. Why do I have to be the fucking loser?? Don't get me wrong, I have friends. Alot on the football team, alot other places. Look, I don' talk alot anymore, I don't really care about stuff. Somehow I got the reputation of being emotionless. WTF?? Some kid even went as far as to point at me and tell his friend I was the weirdest on the bus. We are no longer cool. I am so fucking tired of being the loner, the guy who works his ass off all off season to bench t…

I really do love the sport though. I love playing it. I love the adrenaline. It would be hard to give that up.

I joined my HS football team last year to see what it was like. I diden't play a single down in a game. I made a vow to change that. I spent months working hard in the weightroom, went to all conditionings and camps. I have played in a game, just Not with JV like Im suppose too. It was with freshman because they have few players. I want to play JV so bad. I do everything. I go in on scrub, I try yo rotate, I give it all. Nothing in return. I devoted my summer to this sport and I am getting nothi…

Saturday two boys and there father were killed in a bad car wreck. The 12 year olds played football together on a younger team. Everyone is taking it really hard. I knew none of them that much. I went to the memorial and calling hours for one out of respect because were on the highschool team and a part of the community. The funeral is tomarrow and I don't plan on going to either. Is that wrong? Bad? I want to go to the calling hours but I just don't feel comfortable at the funeral. I diden't kn…

Hurt, ashamed, embarrased, betrayed, and crossed. Let me explain. I am a sophmore and it is my second year playing high school football. Last year on freshman, I diden't play in a single game. I was determined, I spent months in the weight room. Training, getting stronger. Hoping I will start JV. ''If your a sophmore and not starting JV your shit.'' Someone said befrore. I got thrown on freshman. WTF? Why am I not good enough? I am completely embarrased. I have alot of friends on the team, but I…

I am a 15 year old sophmore in high school. I am very depressed and have been for awhile. Every outlook seems bland and nothing looks bright. I've got freinds, an ok life. I just feel like such a letdown. I will always regret not playing any sports growing up. I can't do anything about it now. I play FB in highschool and last year was my first year. I did not play in a single game. I spent all kinds of time in the weight room improving to play JV. What happens? A big slap in the face getting thr…

I play HS football on JV. I am on d-line so I have to go against the varsity. These guys are monsters and I know ill get crushed for sure. What should I do?

To be honest I'm a little nervous. I play line, and I think the varsity practices on you. Which kinda sucks because I would be on scrub and our o line and d line is huge. Ranges from 250-320. I am not so big. Well decent sized but not like those guys.

I am really stressed lately. I haven't been eating a whole lot lately and have had tremendous trouble sleeping. I start 2-a-days monday. I wake up at six and get back at three. SIX DAYS A WEEK FOR THREE WEEKS. What the hell?? That's my summer. I am also afraid I won't start. I was a big bencher last season. I don't know what I am going to do up against the big linemen (Varsity.) I try not to worry but I will get crushed. I got stuck in a position I don't want to even play. It's too late to chang…

Look, I can't stand myself. I have severe anger issues that have permanatly wrecked my relationship with my brother and sister. They really don't like me. Everytime I have a complaint, it's bitching and I am known by my closest friends as the guy with anger issues and bitches and plays too much. Other people seem me totoally different. That's who I want to be. I got great friends, I just don't want other friends to see that messed up side. My sister says Ill end up in jail one day and called me …

Okay tomarrow, I start conditioning for football. It's 7-8pm mon-thurs. Not bad, but last year first day, I was effed up, that as in sore as hell. I don't want that, but I haven't done a whole lot because I needed to gain weight. That diden't work out so now I think I am screwed both ways. I am not completetly out of shape. I did a little. Just not that much. Also, what should I eat? How long before? I don't want to blow chunks during it lol.

Okay, all through elementary and middle school, I did nothing pretty much. Now in my freshman year, I wanted to change that. I joined the football team. It has given me confidence, determination, and a purpose. Well it did. It was one of the best things I ever did for my social life, not to mention I love the damn sport. The thing is, I'm not so sure I want to play it after this season. I mean it's exciting, but long. Practices and two-a-days are ridiculus. The thing is, I don't want to become a…