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you know who you are, even if you persistently deny it, you fucking worthless pile of shit. you use her. you accuse her of lying to YOU and treating YOU like shit and cheating on YOU, when it's really YOU whose doing all those things, you fucking hypocrite. And you empty heartedly tell her that you love her, and yet you treat her like shit and a kick and smack her around like a piece of garbage, and yet you seem to to think that you treat her so well. I hope you fucking die.

Basically, I hit rock bottom again... which is why I've been absent from here for so long. On Monday night I impulsively decided to kill myself, so I grabbed a boning knife from the kitchen and ran outside to find a good place to do the deed. I tried to be really quiet but my big brother must have heard me leaving because somehow he followed me down the street to the little shopping plaza at the corner, only to find me lying in the middle of the parking lot in a puddle of my own blood. I'd prett…

In a lot of ways you could say I am perfectly strong, but in one really serious way I am very weak. I let things people do and say really damage me inside. I don't know why, I try to fight it and not let it get to me, but it does. Big time. Like all those time people I hardly even knew hated on me calling me a "creep" or a "freak" or "ugly" or something stupid like that. Like that time I was just walking on the sidewalk last summer minding my own business and someone I didn't even know who was s…

Is it OK to talk to yourself sometimes? Is it "normal"?

Quote from teenheartbeatingfaster: “melanie. why is your dp someone bleeding between their legs? now thats sick” the person was supposedly raped (in the photo)

Teehee, I finally managed to actually make something :p I thought it would cheer me up so I decided to try and make them. I was surprised to see it actually worked, though the six cups of rice krispies was so massive that it kept spilling over the edge of the pot, and the result was a bit dry. Next time, will try four cups and see what happens :p Anyone else ever make those things? heard they're real popular.

Okay, whatever..

Today I was talking with my therapist at school, and she brought up the idea and we talked about it a lot. She said she would talk to my other doctors about it, but she thought they would probably think it would be a good idea for me to go into an inpatient hospital program because I have so many emotional struggles and problems in my life and I'm really depressed and all that. Basically, I'll have to live at the hospital all week and I'll get to go home on the weekends. Two hours of every day I…

So here is and age old question for you... are you a smoker/do you abuse any kind of substance on a regular basis (eg marijuana, cocaine, ecstasy, etc)? Personally smoking is the one of the only two methods of drug consumption I've ever used, and I hate it regardless of whether it's a cigarette or some other freaky ass substance. Once in a very blue moon I get in a situation where someone offers me a puff of a cigarette and I accept it just to be polite, but I only pretend to do it by just inhal…

Wow, that was fast, got moved but no replies... ha.

Like... are you one of those lucky ducks who gets all the 80's and 90's, or do you get average 60's and 70's like me, or are you one of those little flunkers? Personally I always just get average marks, which is extremely discouraging. I always try so hard but I never can do well, regardless of the subject. School just isn't for me, never has been, never will be.

I finally got to see a psychiatrist today for when I tried to commit suicide back in September. Amazing how I had to wait four months for an appointment... :confused: Anyways, she was really nice, she listened to every word I was saying and was really understanding. For an hour and a half she asked me questions and I told her about all my feelings, the whole issue surrounding my attempted suicide, all my problems with people at school, how I was physically abused all those times my "boyfriend", …

I would, but I can't, I'm just a kid, I don't have a credit card or any of that shit!

Come ON what the fuck seriously!!!!!!!!!

Oh my goood why won't anyone answer

Ewwww, can't SOMEONE help?!

Anyone?! Please?! Help?! Anyone?! I haven't gotten any responses on Yahoo Answers either...

OMG I absolutely LOVE this guy's music right here!! MySpace.com - SpydrMan - ... iN dA cItY..., California - Hip Hop / Rap / Alternative - www.myspace.com/swingr But alas I scoured LimeWire, and the Internet for these songs, I want them so bad, I cannot find anywhere to download them for free... any help is SERIOUSLY appreciated the two particular songs I am interested in are "Pirate Booty" and "PUMA"

I feel like the only teen in the world who says NO to all the stupid things Why is it that teenagers never seem to say no to anything? i.e going out, sex, druggies, booze, etc