I've been in this exact situation before. I ended up dumping my boyfriend because I couldn't live with the guilt of liking someone besides him; it felt wrong to have a crush on someone else while I was already in a relationship. Two weeks after the break-up I started dating my friend.
Obviously if she didn't notice you and such, she's not really interested in talking to you. Obsession will get you no where. Forget about her, there are plenty others (ones that aren't so shallow they reject someone because of a break out). Seriously, find someone else. Especially since you're saying she's totally different than you thought. How do you know you'd like her as a person anymore?
I know I'm not a guy, but I'm doing to respond anyway. I don't know why anyone would ever want to eat a girl out while she's on her period. That is simply disgusting. Yes, I've had guys try. I always push them away, even if my legs get spread a part. There's no way in hell I'm ever letting a guy put his mouth on my bloody vag. Nasty.
Quote from captain_kurenai: “lol cut back? Nonsense! Unless if it's seriously interfering with things it can't be THAT bad. But anyways, the first few times are fairly disappointing. Me and my boyfriend were talking about it, I asked him what he thought of the first time and he said it was okay. The last time we did it he was sad because he wasn't lasting as long as he used to because it felt too good :X I think it takes a few times to really get what you're doing ... You really have to explore …
I've heard a couple people say this, and I agree... Quiet shy girls are the best. ....that way they can surprise you with an insane amount of horny naughtiness. Everyone loves surprises =]
Quote from Starflip: “there are far too many threads on this I cant believe you guys are so self conscious and so many times we have been saying that it really doesnt matter” If a guy is only 2 inches long when he's hard, it definitely matters =] ...and my penis is 13 iches ;)